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Observations of a Quixotic Femme Noire
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Sunday, November 26, 2006
Internal Peace A person implied that I needed to have inner peace. Well, as usual, I let it slip off my back like a duck but thinking on it later, it was a minor irritation that I'm probably unecessarily typing here today. I am VERY passionate. To the point of being intimidating, this same person shared with me. I know this about myself and I am very comfortable with it. That trait makes fast friends (which I love) or foes...I don't care. I make snap decisions in times of crisis. Critical and dangerous situations actually invigorates me and keeps me calm. I don't panic - I detach and become very clinical in how to resolve a potentially perilous predicament. Anyway, not to get off topic... Externalizing some negative circumstances that I deal with helps me. Internalizing problems can make one old before their time, bitter and hostile. I don't want to be that type of person. I am very happy to be passionate about my problems so that I can get it off my chest and be done with it. I can also recall and display all the emotions, positive or negative, of things that have happened in my past. That is simply the artist in me - a very important quality. I exploit this ability to the hilt when writing my stories and songs. If it comes off as not having my issues in order, so be it. I truly believe that I've roamed this earth more than once and I don't have time to pretend and fit into Society's normalcy. I do have the time to make my mark on this world in my way and improve on what I've learned and the person that I am. Take it or leave it...I don't care. So as I've gone through the internal pieces of my life, I realize what I was told a while ago by Jasmine, a Cherokee Nation medicine woman, "You're clicking down the path very nicely," has kept me looking around and down that path, trying to be the best person I can be and enjoy the ride without compromising my need to "Take it Light". Therapy has helped much too in fine tuning as well as making sure I haven't lost perspective - I haven't; at least not yet. TBC... holla@me |
