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Observations of a Quixotic Femme Noire
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Thursday, February 24, 2005
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY DUDE! Ten years married! Damn it doesn't seem that long and yet I feel like I've known you forever. You've always been with me; even when I was a kid. I guess that when things were so difficult for me growing up and I used to think of becoming a teenaged tragedy, I kept my head up knowing I'd find you sooner or later. From the moment you called me "print chick" with that devious smirk on your perfect featured face, I knew I wanted to know the rest of my life; in any capacity. I felt that connection. When I met you, you were jailbait. I was attached. We got to be best friends as male and female; something your parents STILL don't believe was possible. Oh well, that just shows their small minds. Discussing it later, you told me you noticed (felt a connection) me waiting for my first interview at RMF. You also let me know that you NEVER spoke to women like you did me with the Print Chick comment; you felt comfortable and it just slipped out that way. And we learned more about each other; we ended up falling in love. *hack hahaha sike yo!* But it happened. What I so enjoy about our relationship is how it is ever evolving; always has and for the better I think. I love how we understand that connections with others shouldn't be denied just because we found ours; no jealousy. How we both feel that limiting ourselves from others isn't necessary to show how much we respect, care and love each other as well as the environment we've created for our family. It's beautiful, calming, peaceful. Grrrr...my picture wasn't approved; citing that the HoN is strictly a PG site. My fuckin' ass! They allow chickies wearing bras and shit all the time. Oh well, one of my friends that is a moderator there liked it. Maybe I'll need to find a new venue. I hate that PG Bullshit. Life is NOT PG! It is predominately R and sometimes X. What is this word alluring? I've had several people use this to describe me. I never thought of myself as such. I don't try to powerfully attract people because it causes trouble for them and me. Dude says it naturally pours off of me. That goes along the same lines as me purposely not thinking sexually. Usually someone has to get me into that frame of mind. I also have a filthy mind, so I don't even go there unless taken...I don't want to shock or ruin my angelic image. While I do enjoy being perpetually aroused, it ruins cotton undies. holla@me Monday, February 21, 2005
Taurus (May 13) Venus' contact with dark Pluto is arousing the sleeping serpent within you. Normally, it rests -- coiled tightly within your imagination -- but now your hidden desires are stirring. You are tempted to do whatever you need to do in order to bring more pleasure into your life. You do, however, have your feet on the ground. Use your common sense so you can harness this power wisely. Whew, that horoscope reader at AOL has been floating around in my head. Of course I have my feet on the ground! But my usual self is coming back and even though my back hurts, accident wounds, I have that lovely after-sex muscles burn throughout which by the achiness, my use was extensive. Hey! I like employing isometrics during my routine...butter. Muthafuckin’GotDamn my DUDE is so sexy! He just laid on me (well about 2 weeks ago) that he wants to see me getting’ down with a male…WELL! Meaning: he wants to see me sweat it out but good. I’m like, right on Dude; I’m feelin’ that. Damn! I love this life with this man who is like a God among men. How did I get so fuckin’ blessed? We both have said to each other that we musta done something real good in our past lives to get each other in this one. Isn’t that a song? *grin* Now, I’m not looking to bed every male that distracts me. Hell no. I like to speculate out loud and toy with the notion but follow through? Very few get through. It’s better that way. I’m a freak, sure! but not quite slut status. Haha Buddy – De La Soul; 3 Feet High and Rising …fuck-buddies *wistful at the possibilities* holla@me
Taurus (April 20 - May 20) Venus' contact with dark Pluto is arousing the sleeping serpent within you. Normally, it rests -- coiled tightly within your imagination -- but now your hidden desires are stirring. You are tempted to do whatever you need to do in order to bring more pleasure into your life. You do, however, have your feet on the ground. Use your common sense so you can harness this power wisely. Whew, that horoscope reader at AOL has been floating around in my head. Of course I have my feet on the ground! But my usual self is coming back and even though my back hurts, accident wounds, I have that lovely after-sex muscles burn throughout which by the achiness, my use was extensive. Hey! I like employing isometrics during my routine...butter. So I put a new picture up for Hot or Not. I wish that I had a separate webpage so that I could put it here (hence the reason why all my other pics from years past aren't here anymore...no webaddy), because I'm not sure that the pic will fly. holla@me I ♥ Nerds I’ve decided to let my hair grow out again. Even though it took as long as 1 hour in the shower to condition and finger-comb it, I loved it. My hair naturally spiral curls. Well, that is ONE of the type of curls I have and that is the majority. My friend Tony has hair that is at a similar length as mine right now. His hair is curly too and he has A LOT of hair psi like mine but it is coarser like how Dude’s is. He’s thinking of growing his out a bit too. We started reminiscing of the “ugly phase” necessary to get to the desired length. I don’t want to just do-rag it until it’s long; I’m gonna have to get creative. But anyway, about Tony, his hair is lovely and wild. I love that shit! My favorite look on a man is that unkempt, wild-boy hairdo. I dunno, it’s just sexy. Maybe because it looks like it should be played with and a few know how much I love to play with hair; grab it, pull it, stroke it mmmm. Tony is a good friend; not my type, but I love “creating” a man based on characteristics and traits from others because I think too fuckin’ much. holla@me
Taurus Daily extended (by Astrology.com)You may not have anywhere special to be today -- which will be a really, really good thing. In fact, even if you do have somewhere to be, bet you won't be there. You'll be far more in the mood to use all the delightfully passionate energy the universe is passing out in a far more private place. And you'll have absolutely no problem finding someone to join you. Yes, yes it's just me at home today. No, no there is no one to join me. It's probably safer that way anyways. Band practice for Dude tonight instead of tomorrow. It's amazing how much time I really can find on my hands. Maybe I should use this time to get my beauty rest. Awww fuck it! Life's too short to be sleepin' Why oh why did Dude come home last night with a webcam? `Cause he's a dirty mfer She's Crafty - Beastie Boys; Licensed to Ill Well this girl came up to me - she says she's new in town But the crew been said they seen her around I thought they were right but I didn't wanna know The girlie was Def and she wanted to go I think her name is Lucy but they all call Loose I think I thought I seen her on eighth and forty-deuce The next think she said, "My place or yours? Let's kick some bass behind closed doors!" We got into the cab - the cab driver said He recognized my girlie from the back of her head He said a little something about tip to base So I made him stop the cab to get out of the place I shouldn't have looked back man I'll always regret it Something's going on and I'll probably never get it She was crying like a baby - stupid dumb It's just too bad that girl's a bum She's crafty - she's gets around She's crafty - she's always down She's crafty – when she's got a gripe She's crafty - and she's just my type She's crafty I spent my last dollar to buy a Sabrett When I seen this girl I could never forget Now I like nothing better than a pretty girl smile And I haven't seen a smile that pretty in a while The girl came up to me she said she loved the show Asked her to come home and she couldn't say, "No!" We got the crib - there's Adam and D. We didn't say a word - they just stared at me I said, "I don't know her just met her tonight." And Adrock started hiding everything in sight D. pulled me over said, "Hide your gold, The girl is crafty like ice is cold!" The girl is crafty - she knows all the moves I started playing records - she knew all the grooves He thought she was a thief - and D. was right But I just figured she'd spend the night When I woke up late in the afternoon She had taken all the things from inside his room I found myself naked in the middle of the floor She had taken the bed and the chest of drawers The mirror, the TV, the new guitar cord My remote control and my old skateboard She robbed us blind - she took all we owned And the boys blamed me for bringing her home [repeat chorus 2x] holla@me Sunday, February 20, 2005
Oh My Goodness Gracious Sweet Lord in Heaven!!! It was almost too much to have Dude home and near me so close and tight. I ran down the stairs and slid toward the door, unlocking it just in time to open the door for my Man. He dropped his shit right in the door and it was a lovely homecoming. “Goddamn, I missed you so fucking much!” he growled at me. I moaned to him, “MMoh baby I’m so glad you’re home. I need you so much.” His next words got both of us hot as shit! “Did you get lucky this weekend?” “Yup!” I said with a big grin. Then it was on! Showers, kisses, pantyhose, scissors and high heeled shoes later, he polished my apple after I blew his mind. Yummm, it was a wonderful end to a great weekend! And we’ve been chatterboxes ever since…he’s cultivating and is close to one resolution…lucky son of a bitch! imprecatory/ earthly/ scurrilous during sex/ engrossing/ pictures holla@me Burn – The Cure Don’t look don’t look the shadows breathe Whispering me away from you Don’t wake at night to watch her sleep You know that you will always lose This trembling, adored Tousled, bird mad girl... But every night I burn But every night I call your name Every night I burn Every night I fall again Oh don’t talk of love the shadows purr Murmuring me away from you Don’t talk of worlds that never were The end is all that’s ever true There’s nothing you can ever say Nothing you can ever do... Still every night I burn Every night I scream your name Every night I burn Every night the dream’s the same Every night I burn Waiting for my only friend Every night I burn Waiting for the world to end Just paint your face the shadows smile Slipping me away from you Oh it doesn’t matter how you hide Find you if we’re wanting to So slide back down and close your eyes Sleep a while You must be tired... But every night I burn Every night I call your name Every night I burn Every night I fall again Every night I burn Scream the animal scream Every night I burn Dream the crow black dream Dream the crow black dream... God! Listening to Sade I think about O. He turned me onto her. He was a lot older than I was. Sade is my favorite modern jazz singer. O enriched me in many ways that I am thankful for. To utterly surrender to carnal pleasure; nothing but into the person that you’re with. Mmmmm, sweet juicy jesus it was so right! Once I touched his ass and squeezed, it was on. How loud he moaned and spoke as if he were giving commentary, “Oh my God, she just touched my ass…” And we got swept up the rest of the day into the evening. His willingness to be totally into what we were doing; both exploring and taking what we wanted with no inhibitions. We were vibing off each other, red hot and sweaty. Whewwooo…tingly and hot just thinking about how good it felt. You know, that delightful butterfly feeling you get in the pit of your stomach when you think how sexy a situation is. That stomach clenching ball of semi-orgasmic sensation spreading out and going straight to… Damn, I love that! O how he loved every part of my body. Especially the parts sometimes overlooked. It made me realize that there was more to sex than just, well, sex. Sensual; sensuous; touching; licking; sucking; biting; kissing; slippery; intense; delicious; noisy aromatic; breathing; blowing; pounding; grinding; breathless heavy…exploration of another. The time we spent involved was enrapturing, engulfing and so hot that it seemed too good to be true. Wonderfully deeply erotic, fantasies; but they weren’t. That time was real and it was around me, in me, through me. *sigh* So brief; immensely intense but brief. Damn! Where’s Dude?!? In DE for the weekend when I need him so bad right now. Fuck he thinks he is… Phoebus Apollo? Oh yeah, that’s right. He is my Apollo. Humph! Well, he needs to bring his beautiful figure home soon so I can get down on his lovin’. It has been two, almost three days since I’ve had his medicine. And of course, my Artemis is ever elusive… I had DaButt over during the weekend. It’s odd how it seems that we say the same things, have similar opinions, yet don’t seem to understand each others language. I’m not saying that I don’t ever understand; I mean more that I need to spend more time “listening” instead of “hearing” the words. I think the same for him regarding me but maybe that will come with time and learning of. I enjoy his company; sometimes I don’t think he’s comfortable around me which then makes me feel self-doubt and wonder if it’s something I did… I just need to let it go and not care. Trying to anticipate another’s “feeling” is nonsensical. He has a mouth; if he’s feeling a certain way, I have to trust that he’ll use it. One of the things we talked about was how people compare themselves to others, possibly to discount one of the two being compared. It is interesting how people do that. I’m glad that I think about interaction in relation to a specific individual. I don’t associate happenings to individuals (That would make no sense. Human behavior is about how ALL humans behave. Associating a behavior to only one human is ridiculous, but I’ve seen people do it. What can ya do, eh?). I like to think how I can make a situation better should it present itself at a later date. If I can put that perspective into others I interact with, so much the better, but it isn’t a judgment of that person or persons. It’s an evaluation of myself; if that makes sense. It does to me, and this is for my benefit but still, I want my point made. Leo Daily extended (by Astrology.com)A message from afar is due to reach you soon and it's going to contain quite unsettling news. This doesn't mean the news will be bad -- only that it will be startling. If it's from someone you feel you haven't seen in much too long, don't be surprised if they've also come to that conclusion -- and if they're about to bridge the gap. Oh, and if it's an ex-lover? Let them come to you. Taurus Daily extended (by Astrology.com)Hopefully, you got rest and relaxation time yesterday, because you probably won't get any today. A most electric, unconventional day awaits you -- which might sound good to some folks, but isn't usually your favorite. Well, there's only one thing to do. Find someone whose company you adore, and charm them into hiding out at your place. Hibernation can be a wonderful bonding experience -- especially if you've got all the right equipment: food, drink, videos, etc. Get provisions before you double-bolt the door! Pisces Daily extended (by Astrology.com)When the phone rings and you suddenly get the feeling that there's something really urgent about that ring, don't even bother questioning your instincts. You're right, and you know you're right. Your antennae don't ever let you down, now do they? But don't worry. There are all kinds of 'urgent' situations -- and, as you know, some of them can involve some absolutely delightful emotions. Go ahead. Answer it. And don't forget to check your email. holla@me Saturday, February 19, 2005
Touch Me (I Want Your Body) - Samantha Fox; Touch Me (m.shreeve/j.astrop/pq harris) Full moon in the city And the night was young I was hungry for love I was hungry for fun I was hunting you down And I was the bait When I saw you there I didn’t mean to hesitate This is the night This is the night This is the time we’ve got to get it right (this is the night) Touch me, touch me I want to feel your body Your heart beat next to mine (this is the night) Touch me, touch me now Quick as a flash you disappeared into the night Did I hurt you boy? Didn’t I treat you right? You made me feel so good Made me feel myself Now I’m alone & you’re with somebody else This is the night, yeah This is the night This is the time we’ve got to get it right (this is the night) Touch me, touch me I want to feel your body Your heart beat next to mine (this is the night) Touch me, touch me now Touch me, touch me now Touch me, touch me now Hot & cold emotions confusing my brain I could not decide between pleasure & pain Like a tramp in the night I was begging you To treat my body like you wanted to Uh.... Uh, it’s begging for you (this is the night) Touch me, touch me I want to feel your body Your heart beat next to mine (this is the night) ’cos I want your body all the time (this is the night) Touch me, touch me I want to feel your body Your heart beat next to mine (this is the night) ’cos I want your body all the time holla@me Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Time After Time - Cyndi Lauper; She's So Unusual Lying in my bed I hear the clock tick, And think of you Caught up in circles...confusion Is nothing new Flashback...warm nights Almost left behind Suitcases of memories, Time after... Sometimes you picture me I’m walking too far ahead You’re calling to me, I can’t hear What you’ve said Then you say go slow I fall behind The second hand unwinds If you’re lost you can look and you will find me Time after time If you fall I will catch you I’ll be waiting Time after time If you’re lost you can look and you will find me Time after time If you fall I will catch you I'll be waiting Time after time After my picture fades and darkness has Turned to gray Watching through windows you’re wondering If I’m ok Secrets stolen from deep inside The drum beats out of time If you’re lost you can look and you will find me Time after time If you fall I will catch you I’ll be waiting Time after time You said go slow I fall behind The second hand unwinds If you’re lost you can look and you will find me Time after time If you fall I will catch you I’ll be waiting Time after time If you’re lost you can look and you will find me Time after time If you fall I will catch you I’ll be waiting Time after time Time after time Time after time Time after time holla@me Saturday, February 12, 2005
akira kurosawa, ambisexual or bi, anime, big butt, body sculpting, burping, cats kittens, coffee, corsets, dancing, daring, domme, family, femme, final fantasy, freak, fresca, girl with the curls, goth, intelligent convo, janes addiction, kissing, leather, marilyn monroe, married, martial arts movies, motorcycles, music, nin nine inch nails, not superficial, omnivore, one percent, quixotic, rain, reading, rolling waves, singing, stephen king, summer, sushi, tongue stud, tori amos, toshiro mifume, writing Friendship. I'm happily married to a soul that is stunning. I love dancing in the rain. There are too many Love songs in the world. I'm not as serious as I seem. Ooh look, my cat is coming out of my hair in this pic! haha holla@me
sick / ill / down / fevered / ailing / unwell / debilitated / laid up / lousy / unhealthy / slug American Visionary Art Museum Walters Art Museum Maryland Historical Society Baltimore Museum of Art Strathmore: Yo Yo Ma Sankofa There are too many Love songs in the world. ambercyn's Daily Taurus Forecast Overview: On the surface, you may seem to be your usual calm, cool, collected self, but there's definitely something on your mind. Something that may bother you enough to actually cause a ripple on that ordinarily stoic surface. Extended: There's something going on. You're sure of it, and you're not willing to stand for it any more. You, however, are just calm, cool and collected enough to make all parties involved believe that you're over it -- or that you never knew to begin with. If they weren't being so darned sneaky and manipulative, you'd almost have to feel sorry for them. But they are, so don't -- not even a tiny, little bit. Funniest I've heard this week: On The Maury show - "She says I come home smellin' like sex! That's not sex! That's sardines; I eat `em all the time!" That is all kinds of fucked up! Sex don't be smellin' like fish! There are quite a few scents and aromas goin' on before, during and after sex but not some friggin' flounder or cod! holla@me Tuesday, February 08, 2005
Valentine's Day is coming up. I don't care; that really isn't an important day to me. I feel it's almost a guilt holiday. Why only ONE day for lovers? Why not every day you can, show your lover why you love them? Still, I like to prepare a nice meal on that day.The important day of this month to me is our anniversary. We have been totally vibin' off each other too. It has been amazing! Dude can make me laugh all the time; nasty, crazy mutha. I love it. Lots of heat.
"The plural of spouse is spice." - Christopher Morely (1890-1957) "Be a good animal, true to your animal instincts." - D.H. Lawrence (1885-1930) Allure - To entice by charm or attraction Enchant - to influence by or as if by charms and incantation; to attract and move deeply Desire - v.: to long or hope for; exhibit or feel desire for; to express a wish forn.: 1 : conscious impulse toward something that promises enjoyment or satisfaction in its attainment 2 a : LONGING, CRAVING b : sexual urge or appetite 3 : a usually formal request or petition for some action 4 : something desired vice - 1 a : moral depravity or corruption : WICKEDNESS b : a moral fault or failing c : a habitual and usually trivial defect or shortcoming 6 : sexual immorality; especially : PROSTITUTION ^&*^&*^*^&*^&*^&*^&*^*^&*^*^&*^*^* Secret - Maroon 5; Songs About Jane "Adultery is in your heart not only when you look with excessive sexual zeal at a woman who is not your wife, but also if you look in the same manner at your wife." - Pope John Paul II (b. 1920-) #$%#$%#%#%#$%#%#%#$%#%#% I like criticism, but it must be my way. – Mark Twain (1835 – 1910) Absurdity. A statement or belief manifestly inconsistent with one’s own opinion. – Ambrose Bierce (1842 – 1870) This behavior is ridiculous! As a child can be upset because he can’t get his way all the time; a child that wants to see all of his possessions but will not share with others; so can he be. Maybe some friends are acting different towards him because they are finally getting wise to the tricks and treatment. Maybe they are “giving it back.” I could remark that would cut like a knife, but to what end? It is enough to see him in a tizzy over something he created in his mind. Other more important friends… what bullshit! I am a person that likes to be shared and to share. My mind is not miles away when I’m with you; I’m focused on you. You’re blind. You go on and see what you want; I have things to do; people too. *heh-heh, that last part was a joke :P* A hypocrite combines the smooth appearance of virtue with the solid satisfaction of vice. – C.E.M. Joad (1891-1953) British author, academic "C'est une grande habileté que de savoir cacher son habileté." - François, Duc La Rochefoucauld (1613-1680) holla@me Monday, February 07, 2005
"Hey Girl" – Dashboard Confessional; A Mark, A Mission, A Brand, A Scar
Hey girl, you've got a smart way about you that makes me wish that I was smart enough for you. Hey girl, you've got a fine laugh, and I think that I can get used to that. And you're already used to laughing at me. [chorus] Well, So what if your friends think I'm crazy. Well I wasn't trying to impress those girls anyway. They're all theory, no action and where I'm from we live like it's the latest attraction. Hey girl, you've got a short fuse And I've got designs on lighting you up, and setting you off, and watching you burn for me. The world lives for the weekend. Well, I'll watch as my weeks bleed right into them. Without a rhyme to divide what is theirs and what is mine. [chorus] Go on, go on, your cruel intentions won't solve your problems, everyone's gotta get bottom bottomed out in the long run and those are the times you need love. You looked like you were enjoying what you were writing last night. Inquiring minds want to know what you were writing! Love B- All in due time, Dude. Some you are reading in the beginning 2 blogs today. I was smiling again as I was typing. "Silence is the unbearable repartee." - G.K. Chesterton (1863-1936) "Silence is the virtue of fools." - Francis Bacon (1561-1626) Getting Away With Murder - Papa Roach I feel my effort is wasted by you; not on you. I don't feel any regret with what I've given you. holla@me
"Admiration is a very short-lived passion that immediately decays upon growing familiar with its object, unless it be still fed with fresh discoveries, and kept alive by a new perpetual succession of miracles rising up to its view." - Joseph Addison (1672-1719)
Man, I used to love going to the Hippo for the Ladies Tea...first Sunday of every month. Going to a restaurant, that is no longer, before the Tea. Dancin', drinkin' (water), checkin' out the girlies...bein' checked out. I usually dance alone. It's excerise to me. I do find much amusement and pleasure at a woman coming up behind me, one hand on my shoulder, another on my hip, dancing for a minute and after the disconnect, hearing her hoot at her friends...it's happened. I don't stop dancin' though. *sigh* I had to stop that shit after the accident because, moving my body all around was too painful. Even now, I have to be really happy, on some good meds, or tipsy. Either way, I pay for it the next week or so. So I do the whole checks and balances thing and make the decision from there if tonight is the night. Got a note from goth girl @ HoN. Good Lord, she's 18. I think she'd show me a good time in NY. I love to sightsee. Now, she knows that I'm between 26 and 32; that's where she found me. She changed her pic and she has a lip ring...mmm-mmm, ssssexy. *fanning face* See, I like how that looks on others, but not on me because I have such full lips (DSL's as Dude likes to call them; he right). The girl, Trisket, I met last night isn't even 21. Trisket didn't think that Bren and Guin were our kids. I laughed saying I thought it showed being as they came with us. "Wow, you're so young, though." I giggled So did everyone else. Even Cutie-Pie who is 19. She gave me an inquisitve look, "How old are you?" "31" "You don't look it." "Good," I cheesed without missing a beat. Everyone busted out laughing. I stuck my tongue out at her. "Thank you. Thank you so much," sincerely spoken. "You don't look it at all," she murmured. to be continued... "'When I use a word', Humpty Dumpty said in rather a scornful tone, 'it means just what I choose it to mean - neither more nor less.'" - Lewis Carroll (1832-1898) "Words ought to be a little wild for they are the assault of thoughts on the unthinking." - John Maynard Keynes (1883-1946) holla@me
Some people just can't have nice things.
"He who undervalues himself is justly undervalued by others." - William Hazlitt (1778-1830) I found and read a book at the library: "The Book for People Who Do Too Much" by Bradley Trevor Greive Very cute; sensible advice. "No man can make you feel inferior without your consent." - Eleanor Roosevelt (1884-1962) Oh I had a real good night last night. I met a girl. to be continued... "Men lose more conquests by their own awkwardness than by any virtue in the woman" - Ninon de Lenclos (1620-1705) French society lady and wit "Men who do not make advances to women are apt to become victims to women who make advances to them." - Walter Bagehot (1826-1877) "Self-denial is not a virtue; it is only the effect of prudence on rascality." - George Bernard Shaw (1856-1931) I know this is truth for me...uh-oh, Dude are you watchin'? *e-lol* "What is a cynic? A man who knows the price of everything and the value of nothing." - Oscar Wilde (1854-1900) holla@me Sunday, February 06, 2005
RADIANT You are Radiant
To everyone around you People want to know too They all want to show you The person they are inside Finding what they want to hide Circling and surround you Where you gonna run to When troubles gone and found you You'll be patient And wait for it to pass Tell them they are wrong And break their looking glass So they see that you are strong And not what they project On to you and cover you Too much to stand erect But you radiant too Will stand alone In the dark and in the cold Too alive to be old Too hard to even fold You will wait Patience is your gate When they're too timid to be bold And all is bought and sold They surely broke your mold `Cause you have no clone. - © B. Adil 2005 Taurus (May 13th) Although you may feel a sense of urgency, the wisest thing you can do now is to sit back and think about what you are doing and where you are going in life. You don't have to get there today. You don't even need to start your journey. But, give it serious thought and set goals that you can reach. But Beautiful – Billie Holiday (Johnny Burke / James van Heusen) Love is funny or it's sad It's quiet or it's mad It's a good thing or it's bad But beautiful Beautiful to take a chance And if you fall, you fall And I'm thinking I wouldn't mind at all Love is tearful or it's gay It's a problem or it's play It's a heartache anyway But beautiful And I'm thinking if you were mine I'd never let you go And that would be But beautiful I know Love is tearful or it's gay It's a problem or it's play It's a heartache anyway But beautiful And I'm thinking if you were mine I'd never let you go And that would be But beautiful I know holla@me Just the Two of Us – Bill Withers
I see the crystal raindrops fall And the beauty of it all When the sun comes shining through To make those rainbows in my mind When I think of you some time And I want to spend some time with you CHORUS: Just the two of us We can make it if we try Just the two of us Just the two of us Building castles in the sky Just the two of us You and I We look for love, no time for tears Wasted water’s all that is And it don't make no flowers grow Good things might come to those who wait Not to those who wait too late We got to go for all we know CHORUS I hear the crystal raindrops fall On the window down the hall And it becomes the morning dew Darling, when the morning comes And I see the morning sun I want to be the one with you Just the two of us We can make it if we try Just the two of us Just the two of us Building big castles way on high Just the two of us You and I Just the two of us Let's get together, baby Just the two of us We can make it Just the two of us We can make it Just the two of us Just the two of us we can make it FADE For my Love and Life. You are my everything B-. Thank you so much for repairing my necklace; it's perfect. BTW: We're doing it. We're gettin' there. Less stress is best. holla@me Whip It - Devo
Crack that whip Give the past the slip Step on a crack Break your momma's back When a problem comes along You must whip it Before the cream sits out too long You must whip it When something's going wrong You must whip it now whip it into shape shape it up get straight go forward move ahead try to detect it it's not too late to whip it whip it good When a good time turns around You must whip it You will never live it down Unless you whip it No one gets their way Until they whip it I say whip it Whip it good
Guin and I made a trip to the library. She has a project for Black History Month; she decided on Rosa Parks. I found a couple of good books to settle into.
Saw a preview to Unleashed. Jet Li, Morgan Freeman, Bob Hoskins are in it. Jet Li, mm-mm, you know he's callin' to me. hyperbole, metaphor, simile holla@me Saturday, February 05, 2005
Taurus (April 20 - May 20)
If there was ever such a thing as realistic wanderlust, you will have it now. You are not just lost in a fantasy; you're dreaming of going somewhere. This is not what's special, for you've done this before. What makes this different is that this time you can really pull it off if you don't get sidetracked by all the choices. Make a logical plan and pack your bags. YOU'RE ALWAYS WELCOME AT OUR HOUSE - Shel Silverstein; Inside Folk Songs
Well, a man came to our house Our house Our house A man came to our house To sell some brooms. So we asked him to come in, And we hit him with a hammer, And we hid him in the closet In my father's room. But you're always welcome at our house Any time of the day. Yes, you're always welcome at our house, And we hope you will stay. Then a lady came to our house Our house Our house A lady came to find out why I wasn't in school. So we asked her to come in, And we gave her poisoned lemonade, And hid her in the freezer where it's nice and cool. But you're always welcome in our house. Any time of the day. Yes, you're always welcome at our house, And we hope you will stay. Then a kid came into our yard Our yard Our yard A kid came into our yard to get his ball. We asked him to come in, And we took in the basement, And we sealed him up inside the basement wall. But you're always welcome in our house. Any time of the day. Yes, You're always welcome at our house, And we hope you will stay. So when you come to our house Our house Our house When you come to our house, We'll have some fun. We'll ask you to come in, And we'll take you in the kitchen, And we'll put you in the oven until you're done. But you're always welcome in our house. Any time of the day. Yes, You're always welcome at our house, And we hope you will stay. And we know you will stay! Oh My Goodness! I used to LOVE this song as a kid. When I heard it, The Clancy Brothers covered it and changed the lyrics around...just a tad. I had no idea it was a song by Shel Silverstein, how cool! He was one of my favorites as a child. Of course the kids have a couple of his books. I would always find one of his poems to recite when I would compete in The Dramatic Reading contest. I couldn't find the album that I had heard it from but, apparently:And although the most unlikely song here, a cover of Shel Silverstein's "You're Always Welcome At Our House," comes off like an Irish drinking tune, it's still 100 percent Grave Danger: rowdy, dark and humorous. Sometimes murder can be fun. Now the lyrics about the kid went: A boy came into our yard To our yard To our yard A boy came into our yard to fetch his ball Well we asked him to come in And we shot him with a .22 And sealed him up inside the basement wall Ok, the date is set: March 11th @ 12p; have to be at hospital 10:30a Everything is covered under our insurance; yay. Some Kind of Lover - Jody Watley holla@me Friday, February 04, 2005
Hard Headed Woman - Cat Stevens
I'm looking for a hard headed woman, One who will take me for myself, And if I find my hard headed woman, I won't need nobody else, no, no, no. I'm looking for a hard headed woman, One who will make me do my best, And if I find my hard headed woman I know the rest of my life will be blessed -- yes, yes, yes. I know a lot of fancy dancers, people who can glide you on a floor, They move so smooth but have no answers. When you ask "Why'd you come here for?" "I don't know" "Why?" I know many fine feathered friends but their friendliness depends on how you do. They know many sure fired ways to find out the one who pays and how you do. I'm looking for a hard headed woman, One who will make me feel so good, And if I find my hard headed woman, I know my life will be as it should -- yes, yes, yes. I'm looking for a hard headed woman, One who will make me do my best, And if I find my hard headed woman... So a girlfriend of mine comes over and she's gotten herself something to worry about now. Maybe she should. Maybe she shouldn't. I don't really care because she's due to have her house shaken up and not by her own hand...but fuck all dat. Her man has found a friend. She's a wrestler. She has a big-ass boyfriend. Now, my friend is sometimes a little too quick to jump to sex being the end product of everything (she assumes everyone is having sex in a way that is sometimes bizarre). I mentioned an old saying that a man talking is good. It's when they stop talking that one should worry. Unless he's being open so that it doesn't seem like he's doing anything and then... Again, fuck all dat. Plottin' and scheming is too much effort using too many variables and it's usually to a bad end. Life is hard enough than to make more fuckin' drama...damn! I swear, I'm not going to sit around and hear her talk everyday about this shit. I reminded her that she DID tell her man that he needed to find his own amusement and to get his own friends. What did she think he was going to do; be friends with a box of Wheaties? I know, I know: where there's smoke, there's fire but... For someone who talks about people being free and self-liberating from the marriage all the time, she sure as hell gets very uncomfortable when her man finds interests. She best get over it. Taco Night at my folks tonight. OH YUMMMM!!! I love tacos, especially when I get to make them myself. So much better than Taco Bell with its Taco Bell Meat. What is it; who knows? *i used to work at the Hell Bell or Taco Hell; clean as a whistle but...* Mom asked if any test results came back and I told her no and that I'm fine. She was uncomfortable all night because of that. oh well. Bren is talking up a storm and my parents so used to him not talking or role-playing, they don't even realize it. They still look at him like he's a baby. He walks all over them; it's funny. I was feeling quite funny and on-time tonight. I love when I can actually speak without my brain getting tongue-tied. Guin kept laughing and tellin' me I was funny and then come back with her own stand-up. It was cool. Never ending game of WAR. holla@me Don’t Explain – Nina Simone (B. Holiday/A. Herzog, Jr.)
Hush now, don't explain There ain't nothin' to gain I’m glad that your back Don’t' explain Quiet baby, don’t explain There is nothing to gain. Skip that the lipstick Don’t explain. You know that I love you And what love endures All my thoughts of you For I'm so completely yours Don't want to hear folks chatter `Cause I know you cheat Right n' wrong don't matter When you’re with me my sweet Hush now don't explain Don’t you know you’re my joy and you’re my pain? My life is yours love Don’t explain ... All my thoughts of you, for I'm so completely yours. I don't want to hear nobody chatter `Cause I know you cheat, Right n' wrong don't matter When you’re with me my sweet. Hush now, don't explain You're my joy, you’re my pain My life is yours love Don’t explain. holla@me
Something Wild - Maia Sharp; Fine Upstanding Citizen
Accidentally In Love - Counting Crows Zebra - John Butler Trio; Sunrise Over Sea I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For - U2; The Joshua Tree Head Over Heels - Go-Go's The Worst Day Since Yesterday - Flogging Molly; Swagger Happy Phantom - Tori Amos; Little Earthquakes She Will Be Loved - Maroon 5; Songs About Jane Psycho Killer - Talking Heads; Talking Heads `77 Truckin' - Grateful Dead; American Beauty Walking On Broken Glass - Annie Lennox; Diva True - Ryan Cabrera; Take It All Away All Because of You - U2; How to Dismantle an Atomic Bomb Under The Milky Way - The Church; Starfish Send Me On My Way - Rusted Root; When I Woke Wild World - Cat Stevens; Tea for Tillerman Taurus (by Astrology.com)You must be tickled that it's finally time to have fun. You're the most sensual sign out there, and you know it. So when you become aware that you're especially 'in the mood,' (like you'll be when you wake up this morning,) there's just not going to be any stopping you -- and no stopping your partner from giggling in delighted anticipation. In the meantime, get through the day and impress your boss with how meticulous you're being. There's no question that you'll enjoy the evening. Leo (by Astrology.com)Even if you're absolutely sure that you won't want to do anything after work but go home, take a bath and hit the sack, remember one thing: You're a fire sign, and fire signs aren't famous for knowing when to quit. So when someone exciting asks if you have time to show them the ropes, you won't hesitate. You'll trade the bath for a cool shower, the early night for a cup of strong coffee, and home for an exciting evening out. And well you should! *Why does she act like everyone is takin' away her "girls" from her?!? They ain't your "girls" if you don't say something to make her so. Does she think I'm her "girl" too? Think again!* holla@me Thursday, February 03, 2005
tenative surgery date: March 11th
Dr. prepped me on the surgery procedures and risks before and after. Have to call general surgeons recommended by my Dr. for biopsy. OOOH I have the day to myself! FFX-2 here I come! Love the Orange, Passion Fruit, Jasmine Green Tea! It still tastes "sweet" enough for me not to add any Splenda. Veggies...yummmm! holla@me
"Cleva" – Erykah Badu; Mama’s Gun
This is how I look without makeup And with no bra my ninny's sag down low My hair ain't never hung down to my shoulders And it might not grow Ya' never know But I'm clever when I bust a rhyme I'm cleva always on ya' mind She's cleva and I really wanna grow But why come you're the last to know? I got a little pot in my belly So now a days my figure ain't so fly My dress ain't cost nothin' but seven dollars But I made it fly And I'll tell ya why But I'm clever when I bust a rhyme I'm cleva always on ya' mind She's cleva and I really wanna grow But why come I'm the last to know? Something happened to my back last night...yeowouch! It woke me up at 3:45a and it's fucked up to just lie awake in bed. Well, at least it feels only muscular; I can stretch that out. Today is another test taking measurements and who the fuck knows what else. My mother asked if I wanted someone to go with me. No, I'll be fine thanks. Now she told me that she had absolutely no interest in what medical issues was going on with my back and didn't want to hear it. That is when I really needed her help and advice. I'm like Little Red Hen on that shit: if you weren't contributing in the beginning you don't get what you want now. She can't just pick and choose when she wants to be a concerned, helpful mother. I already know the truth. She just wants to be there because it's a procedure she hasn't seen before. fuck dat. Since I've changed my profile on hot or not, I don't get as many MEN wanting to meet me. As a matter of fact, no men. Great by me, I have enough in my life to manage. However, I have had a few ladies check me out. That is the real ego boost to me. Oooh and this really lovely goth punk girl was a pleasant surprise this morning in my inbox. All right, I may need to get a membership now! *eg* Blondie wants to come over and I just... I'm betting I'll be too tired to have her over. Yesterday's AOL horoscopes were very interesting; sexy even. It mirrored a little too close to home, so I couldn't it put it here. So I have a friend who is a Pisces and he says that he’s looking for another Pisces for his soul mate. I gave my opinion on that, of course: I don’t understand why you are looking for another Water sign, same as yours no less, because with all that floating around Pisces need someone a little more down to Earth, or grounded as you will. Lo and behold, I looked it up and it’s true! Apparently Pisces relationship can turn chaotic if they don’t make a conscious effort to be practical. Let me backtrack here and state that I have 6 Pisceans in my b-day card book. Dude and my wedding/anniversary date has Pisces rising. I have another Pisces friend and she DEFINITELY should not have a Pisces as a partner unless that partner is willing to take on most, dare I say all, responsibilities. I advised Queen (Leo) not to marry her Pisces man but she did and he ended up living up to his negative Astrological stereotype. Divorce. My sister-in-law and her man are both Pisces and it seems to be working out very, very well though. I think that their birth charts would explain a lot, because they really are perfect together. Awww. Then on further reading, I saw that Taurus was almost a perfect match for Pisces; something I did not know. Maybe that is why I mostly get along with Pisces; I'm an Earth sign. I had read before that Leo and Taurus were a bad match, but Dude and Queen haven't dropped me...yet. holla@me Wednesday, February 02, 2005
Feeling Damaged
To add onto that I guess that is why I hate the word freak. Well, not hate it, but I get confused because a lot of people use it in the negative. Now Exploring sexuality is not freaky. Why not try to get to know as much as you can about it? I like to know both sides, meaning gender. Specifically, I want to know very closely what the other is feeling and sensing. I want to affect the person with the perfect effect or close enough. Sex doesn’t bother me. I think that we need to get more into sex…be less prudish and frigid. Anyway, about freak I perceive myself as being a freak and I love myself and so look at it as a positive thing. *nod* ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* So why when I talked to my youngest step-sister-in-law (Baby), did she call my mother-in-law (MIL) and tell her my news? I think I need to have a talk with Baby about that. I didn’t blab her news to anyone about her pending daughter. I love Baby and my niece but there is something going on between us and I’m not sure what it is. Adding another layer MIL decided to call and leave a message chastising me for not calling her and tellin’ her my news! I have absolutely no obligation to tell her shit about me. Especially not how she uses it against people. Now this bitch knows she’s been a bitch to me and my family for a long time. She admitted it to us while giving us a Gift to put a down payment on our house. That isn’t healthy for our relationshit as I am a tigress when it comes to my family… Anyway, to top it off With Baby tellin’ my news to MIL means that MIL will now blab to the people she knows. It’s just a fuckin’ biopsy – WTF?!? clean clean clean Oooh, steak for dinner? Oh yeah, Dude’ll love that! Kids are at my folks to spend the night. Hmmm, this could shape up to be a fun filled night! holla@me
What has been on my mind for a few weeks. I was going to keep this to myself. It was too much...
...behind Lake Clifton ...in Church ...on a beach with a group of teenaged boys watching ...sneaking up on a neighbor's porch with tall bushes ...in some brush next to a softball field ...any dark corner that was semi-private ...parked @ Golden Ring, full parking lot; steamy, fogged windows, rocking It wasn't until later that I learned if I didn't give him what he wanted, he'd take me how he wanted. Those experiences with an experienced...I was so naive and eager to learn. They really were priceless moments. Walking In My Shoes - Depeche Mode; Songs of Faith and Devotion The rough, harsh, rush that I loved to feel would be a dread and a lust of what I would become. It didn't seem out of control or deviant. It was was wonderful; oh my god was it good.exhibitionistic, scary, exciting dangerous, taboo, humiliating, gratifying, hot, bent, wild, rough, deep, fast, fast, hard, sadistic, dangerous, kinky, obscene, dark, tempting I thought it was love. I didn't know I was on a plate as cocktail, hors d'oeuvres, salad, entrée and dessert. To be devoured at another's leisure; however, whenever he wanted to eat. I realized much...being there in that lonely, secluded place. Sex is subjective.
Sex can make a bond. Sex can break a bond. Sex is a trap. Sex is slick titillation. Sex hurts and leaves bruises. Sex can make you soar. Sex can leave you gasping for air. Sex is nothingness. Sex can make one want to die. Sex can have any emotion placed upon it to give it meaning or no meaning at all. Sex is nothing but a series of movements and motions with a circumstance of extreme arousal and release. It can be started without provocation and completed against one's will. One's body can betray one's principle. No matter how many people are involved, sex is an individual sensation. Anyone can have sex. Most people want it. It's easy to find and get sex when looking; sometimes, even when not. Sex is cheap. It was a crazy time for me from 16 - almost 20. I would never wish those days away. I earned every fuckin' skill I was taught. I'm proud of them even if the circumstances were less than desirable. It was awesome a lot of the time but...very painful in many ways. I learned about sex very fast and loose. I learned how to speak up for my needs and let go a lot of society's self-imposed inhibitions. I'm not nervous or embarrassed talking about sex; technique, taste, smell, feeling, etc. But also, I learned to feel that sex is used for leverage often. It doesn't matter how good it is it isn't worth Life. Now, don't get me wrong, I love sex but I don't make it the most important part a relationship. Do we have similar philosophies? Do we want to know more about each other after? Are you violent and mentally unstable? I want to know I'm getting more than cheap and easy. Substance. Meat. Sustenance. Not forever, just for now. I thought I was damaged though. Too damaged to find anyone that would want me. Can't everyone see the things I've done? I felt it was tatooed on my skin; burning bright red. I did find someone; Dude! And here we are, almost at our 10th anniversary. We've come a long way; grown exponentially and it continues... Quoi que vous désirez. holla@me
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Sometimes it's easier not to think. It's just that I have to concentrate to not think. ambercyn's Daily Taurus Forecast February 2, 2005 Quickie: Want a break? You'll have to earn it. Finish whatever you're putting off. Extended (by Astrology.com)- It's not exactly true that you're stubborn. Fixed, maybe, focused, for sure and definitely fond of your routine -- but stubborn? Well, stubborn is a bit harsh. So when a new authority figure arrives with a whole new way of doing things -- and when you're not exactly tickled about it -- don't let anyone pin that one on you. Besides, you never know. Time may prove that you were right to resist at least one of the changes they want to initiate. Leo Daily extended- Isn't love grand? And interesting? If you answered 'yes' to one or both of those questions, let's just say that you ain't seen nothing yet. For the next few weeks, all your relationships are due to become eminently grand, eminently interesting -- and oh, so exciting. That goes double for existing relationships -- believe it or not. You're due for newfound passion -- and some surprise moves from your partner, too. Yeah yeah I got shit to do. I absolutely HATE this song. Who told Kid Rock he can sing? They lied. Picture - Kid Rock featuring Sheryl Crow Crush – Jennifer Paige Ahh, crush, ahhh I see ya blowin' me a kiss It doesn't take a scientist To understand what's going on baby If you see something in my eye Let's not over analyze Don't go too deep with it baby So let it be what it'll be Don't make a fuss and get crazy over you and me Here's what I'll do I'll play loose Run like we have a day with destiny It's just a little crush (crush) Not like I faint every time we touch It's just some little thing (crush) Not like everything I do depends on you Sha-la-la-la, Sha-la-la-la It's raising my adrenaline You're banging on a heart of tin Please don't make too much of it baby You say the word "forevermore" That's not what I'm looking for All I can commit to is "maybe" So let it be what it'll be Don't make a fuss and get crazy over you and me Here's what I'll do I'll pay loose Run like we have a day with destiny It's just a little crush (crush) Not like I faint every time we touch It's just some little thing (crush) Not like everything I do depends on you Sha-la-la-la, Sha-la-la-la Vanilla skies (vanilla skies) White picket fences in your eyes A vision of you and me It's just a little crush (crush) Not like I faint every time we touch It's just some little thing (crush) Not like everything I do depends on you Sha-la-la-la Not like I faint every time we touch It's just some little thing Not like everything I do depends on you Sha-la-la-la Not like I faint every time we touch It's just some little thing Not like everything I do Depends on you holla@me
Meet Virginia - Train
Entire The Crow original motion picture soundtrack Karyn White - Superwoman Luckily this song has nothing to do with me currently (smart man). It's been a while since I had heard it and it brought back memories. Last year, Dude gave me a lovely gift: "For all the work you do day in and day out you deserve the world! I love you with all my heart and soul." A certificate to receive The Royal Spa Treatment at Total Body Concept. Well, of course, I procrastinate when it comes to me (much to the chagrin of my lawyers) and I didn't set up any appointment. At one point, I thought I lost the gift certificate (it was saving a place for me in a book, go figure)! So here it is, almost a year later and still no appointment. Dude reminded me and I said I know I was gonna call but... "Do you want me to make the call and set it up for you?" "Oh, you'd do that for me? Yes, thank you so much." Next week. {I received a gift certificate to About Faces for the Day Of Beauty package. They have you take a "soothing" bath first and then a body massage. Well, the masseuse started from bottom to top and when she got to my shoulders, neck and back, she kept running her thumb right on the top of the shoulder blade. I should have told her to stop because about 2 hours after I left the spa, I was tremendously sore, had a bruise and a chaffed line following my shoulder blade. That shit hurt for 3 days. Pressing the skin and muscle into bone isn't quite the same as the deep muscle massage she "thought" she was giving. Of course that shit was tight bitch, it was my fuckin' bone! So, I'm kinda turned off to that.} But at Total Body Concept, a Reiki treatment is included in my package! WooHoo! I need my chakras aligned in a major way. My friend Nadine that used to balance our chakras, among other things, has moved too far and after getting something for free, paying for it just makes it seem tainted. People pay some good money for that...I never knew until my friend told me about chakras, like it was a new concept and explained what they did and how it felt and how much it cost. I was like yeah, yeah, I know that shit...it cost HOW much?!? I used to go to Giuseppi's for different waxing services. I really liked the woman; she did wonderful work and helped me with my dry skin problems but the products were outrageously priced of course. But no, they don't do Brazilian wax. So after checking out TBC's website, I was very interested to see that they offered Brazilian waxing. If they will do that they most certainly will do other types. I'm excited for next week. holla@me Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Been listening to The Crow CD. I lost something...again. I'll find it again too, it's just that I wanted to add it here now. About a boxer. All I did was reveal some of what was under my surface. So serious. Too serious. It is more that I sometimes have a detached, clinical observation of what is going on around me or while with a person. I don't put the emotional element too much into it. It makes it simpler for me to stay impartial and more focused on the present. Also, I can get myself into trouble otherwise. Later, after meditating, I will think about how I felt. It worries me because I feel that I can be too passionate and be misunderstood. I don't think I have a very good poker face, so it is much more pleasant to be able to relax and breathe; let my guard down. Whew, hot face. oooh nice warm bed calling me. I feel the cold coming; feel the need to hibernate. holla@me
Strut - Sheena Easton
He said, baby, what's wrong with you Why don't you use your imagination (Oh-no, oh-no) Nations go to war Over women like you It's just a form of appreciation Come on over here Lay your clothes on the chair Now let the lace fall across your shoulder (Oh-no, oh-no) Standing in the half light You're almost like her So take it slow like your daddy told you Strut, pout, put it out That's what you want from women Come on baby, what'cha taking me for Strut, pout, cut it out All taking and no giving Watch me baby, while I walk out the door I said, honey, I don't like this game You make me feel like a girl for hire (Oh-no, oh-no) All this fascination with leather and lace Is just the smoke from another fire He said, honey, don't stop a speeding train Before it reaches its destination (Oh-no, oh-no) Lie down here beside me Oh, have some fun too Don't turn away from your true vocation Strut, pout, put it out That's what you want from women Come on baby, what'cha taking me for Strut, pout, cut it out All taking and no giving Watch me baby, while I walk out the door I won't be your baby doll, be your baby doll I won't be your baby doll, be your baby doll [Instrumental Interlude] Strut, pout, put it out That's what you want from women Come on baby, what'cha taking me for Strut, pout, cut it out All taking and no giving Watch me baby, while I walk out the door Strut, pout, put it out That's what you want from women Come on baby, what'cha taking me for Strut, pout, cut it out All taking and no giving Watch me baby, while I walk out the door Strut, pout, put it out That's what you want from women Come on baby, what'cha taking me for Strut, pout, cut it out All taking and no giving Watch me baby, while I walk out the door holla@me |
