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I'm lazy sometimes...lol - just don't feel like making the URL's look pretty.
Sun Allergy - Polymorphic light eruption
http://dermnetnz.org/reactions/pmle.html - I get it all year round.
http://www.emedicine.com/derm/topic342.htm - Technical
http://www.bad.org.uk/public/leaflets/ple.asp - I'm glad it says all skin colors.
http://www.aocd.org/skin/dermatologic_diseases/polymorphous_light_eruption.html

So, I'm using steroid cream when skin erupts. Two different sunblocks that covers the UVA/UVB spectrum. I was sceptical, but it works! Oh I am so happy!!! The scars will remain, but if I keep this up, I won't have anymore from this.

Went to doctor today...was late but to my advantage as someone (unfortunately) had a seizure in PT. Emergency situation and ambulance called. So, I only had to wait 10 minutes rather than the 45min to 1hr.
holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 15:48

ambercyn's Daily Taurus Forecast
Quickie: Your dependable side is fighting with your indulgent side -- but you win either way.
Overview: The stars have an incredibly productive day lined up for you. Afterward, indulge in some fun out on the town -- you deserve it, and it'd be a pity to deprive the world of your fabulous presence.
Taurus Daily extended
It's time to take the 'guilty' out of 'guilty pleasure.' Whatever it is that brings you joy, isn't it time you brought it out into the open and stopped being so ashamed of it? So if you like dancing to ABBA while wearing a Burger King crown, go for it. It might just be liberating -- not only for yourself but for your friends, who'll be inspired by your fun-loving example.
holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 08:58

Funny thing popped into my head today: I wish more motherfucker's would be like me.
I had a slight irritation w/ a friend during a phone conversation today. He asked if I felt that people had the potential to change and be good? I told him I felt it's possible to change for good or ill; yes, I think that a person can change, choosing to be good; I did/do. Almost like a set-up he retorted that I shouldn't expect people to be like me. Grrrr! I told him not to put words in my mouth and that I don't expect anyone to be anything; they are what they are - what they choose to be. He then said that expectation and possibility was the same thing! I told him he needed to get out his dictionary. Then it went to the "alien" thing and he said that most people change for bad in the world real people live in. I told him I was a real person! I brought up 1% and that I'm one person who's like this out of 1% of http://www.ibiblio.org/lunarbin/worldpop
heh...anyways...
holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 20:42

Don't put my accomplishments, skills and abilities on your resume.
We aren't the same; never were; never will be.
holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 13:46

Best Of You – Foo Fighters; In Your Honor
I’ve got another confession to make
I’m your fool
Everyone’s got their chains to break
Holdin’ you

Were you born to resist or be abused?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

Are you gone and onto someone new?
I needed somewhere to hang my head without your noose
You gave me something that I didn’t have but had no use
I was too weak to give in - Too strong to lose
My heart is under arrest again but I break loose
My head is giving me life or death
But I can’t choose
I swear I’ll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
It’s real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh...

Oh...Oh...Oh...Oh...

Has someone taken your faith?
It’s real, the pain you feel
The life, the love
You die to heal
The hope that starts
The broken hearts
You trust, you must
Confess

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?

I’ve got another confession my friend
I’m no fool
I’m getting tired of starting again
Somewhere new

Were you born to resist or be abused?
I swear I’ll never give in
I refuse

Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Has someone taken your faith?
It’s real, the pain you feel
You trust, you must
Confess
Is someone getting the best, the best, the best, the best of you?
Oh

Taurus
Daily extended (by Astrology.com)Go ahead and go all the way. What's the point of putting in half your effort when you know you're capable of so much more than this? If you've got the ability and the stamina to pour into this project or relationship, there's no use in holding back. After all, you get out of this life what you put into it. So in order to get the best, you know exactly what it is that you have to do. Get started.
holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 13:23

Went to Dr. today and was given injections in trapezius trigger points. WOW!!! Relaxed traps it has been so long! Things hurting, which has it's benefits to me, and I'm amazed. Maybe this is something that will help! Did all my exercises to fatigue and feel very nice. I think this may be for my tomorrow...not today.
ambercyn's Daily Taurus Forecast
Quickie: Embrace that laziness. Find time to goof off today -- and get others in on the fun.
Overview: You don't generally relish interruptions in your routine, but one that happens now could be a very good thing indeed. Be ready to drop everything and welcome it with open arms.
Taurus
Daily extended (by Astrology.com)Take yourself out on an escapade. How long has it been since you just had a long, lazy, lovely day all to yourself? If you can't drop everything right this minute, at the very least get out your calendar and pick a day in the very near future that is just for you -- that's right, no family, friends or sweethearts allowed. Start planning what you want to do on this day of total rest and relaxation. Don't you feel better already?
holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 23:24

holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 13:35

It's funny and terrible at the same time that I have been writing so much shit and then to translate it and get it here or sent to whomever is a fuckin' hassle! Ha! It could be that I'm lazy. It's not a trait many have dared called me though. heh-heh
Anyways...I'll get around to it.

Date? Love? WTF? I'll take the beautiful life & surroundings, friends, invites, and museum surfing. Art? Always!
ambercyn's Daily Taurus Forecast
Quickie: Could it be love? Expect opportunities for romance (or maybe just a goofy good time).
Overview: How about a little companionship and/or courtship? Fun with others comes naturally now, so set up an outing with fun, funny friends or make an impromptu date (it could turn into a rather hot one).
Taurus
Daily extended (by Astrology.com)Life is looking beautiful at the moment. From your friends and your special sweetie, to all of the invites that keep coming in the mail and plainly, your surroundings. It all just looks so wonderful from your eyes! Do you have rose-colored glasses on? No, life really is this good. Take advantage of this heightened view of things and go to a museum and check out some art. Try modern art or Asian art; everything looks great.
holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 07:36

Recently, Bren came up and told me he needed to talk to me about something. He looked real serious. He told me that he was disturbed that I hadn't played my video games in a long time! ROFLMAO!!!
ambercyn's Daily Taurus Forecast
Quickie: When's the last time you saw your best friends? Throw a dinner party and enjoy the food, folks and fun.
Overview: Go ahead -- ask those questions, issue those invitations. Your sincerity charms the socks off virtually anyone right now, and you're extremely difficult (if not impossible) to say 'no' to.
Taurus
Daily extended (by Astrology.com)Learn to be yielding, and that way, you'll exercise your strength. It sounds contradictory, but it's not. Many ancient cultures consider water the strongest substance on earth because it acts with gentle persistence rather than brute strength, and in that way manages to shape its circumstances without destroying what lies in its path. Maybe there's a lesson you could learn from that and apply to your own life, yes?

Funny Girl – Barbara Streisand; Funny Girl
Funny
Did you hear that?
Funny
Yeah, the guy said
"honey, you’re a funny girl."
That’s me
I just keep them in stitches
Doubled in half,
And though I may be all wrong for a guy,
I’m good for a laugh,
I guess it’s not funny,
Life is far from sunny,
When the laugh is over
And the joke’s on you,
A girl oughta have a sense of humor
That’s one thing you really need for sure
When you’re a funny girl
The fella said "a funny girl"
Funny
How it ain’t so funny,
Funny girl

"Losing My Religion" – R.E.M.
Life is bigger
It’s bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no, I’ve said too much
I set it up

(chorus)
That’s me in the corner
That’s me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I don’t know if I can do it
Oh no, I’ve said too much
I haven’t said enough
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

Every whisper
Of every waking hour i’m
Choosing my confessions
Trying to keep an eye on you
Like a hurt lost and blinded fool, fool
Oh no, I’ve said too much
I set it up
Consider this
Consider this
The hint of the century
Consider this
The slip that brought me
To my knees failed
What if all these fantasies
Come flailing around
Now I’ve said too much
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

But that was just a dream
That was just a dream

(repeat chorus)

But that was just a dream
Try, cry, why try?
That was just a dream
Just a dream, just a dream
Dream

Losing My Religion Lyrics
Artist(Band):Tori Amos - (R.E.M.)
me, me...
me in the corner
me in the spotlight
losing my religion
thought that I heard you laughing
thought that I heard you sing
I think I saw you try
consider this
consider the lengths that I would go to
the slip that brought me to my knees
and I don't know if I can do it
oh no I said too much
I set it up
thought that I heard you laughing
thought that I heard you sing
life is bigger
bigger than you and you are not me
the lengths that I would go to
hey, I said too much
I set it up
I think I saw you try
it's me, me...
me in the corner
losing my religion
trying to keep an eye on you
and I don't know if I can do it
oh no, I said too much
I set it up
thought that I heard you laughing
thought that I heard you sing
losing my...
it's me
it's me...
can't you see
holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 10:47

ambercyn's Daily Taurus Forecast
Quickie: Flirt with something that's out of character for you, be it person, place or thing.
Overview: You're sailing right along, feeling (and looking) so great that you might start feeling you don't have a care in the world. Don't throw caution completely to the wind, however.
Taurus
Daily extended (by Astrology.com)Weigh in with your opinion. What you have to say counts, too, you know. Now it's time to show others how valuable your thoughts are by valuing them yourself. It doesn't mean you have to shut anyone down or be disrespectful, however. One of the hallmarks of someone who respects their own opinions is that they can listen to what others have to say. Once it's your turn, speak up and speak firmly. You'll make an impression.

I laid the whole thing out in 2 sentences to a friend and was told that was exactly it. I love when I can be concise. I told him it's been processed, sorted and now it is just time to apply it to my life. heh-heh
holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 18:21

Took a complete inventory of my wardrobe situation. WHEW...hell.
I only have 1 pair of jeans that fit me the way I like to wear. Everything else is loose or relaxed-fit. Ewww
Anyways, the girl and I went out for a shopping spree. It was fun but exhausting as we both decided (well, I already knew, but wanted to see her personal understanding of the situation) that shopping for clothes, lingerie and shoes SUX!!!
She tried on tons of outfits and ended up buying 1 skirt. I tried on a medium top, not realizing it was a childs tee, Guin tried it and she ended up buying it. We're going back and hopefully I can find one in a child's large so that we both have the same cute tee. Then the girl looked and looked for some shoes and bought a pair of Chuck Taylor's. Kewl!
I tried on and got about 6 or so tops/blouses. It takes a while to try on clothes making sure, cut, color and design is "perfect." Of course, I got the fab-fly style gene. *wink*
And I've shrunk!!!
I have always ranged from D cup to DD...now I am officially in a size B/C. That will make it sooo much easier for me to find bras and other intimates being a smaller size. That is good for me.
Luckily, Summer is around the corner. I have no need to wear bra's. None of my lingerie fits anyway! Found a bunch of boy-cut, thongs, G-strings and panties for an excellent price. So, I need to find 2 bra's to get me through Summer and Autumn.
What I REALLY didn't like is that I was looking for some more jeans and ALL...no exaggerations...ALL of them are stretch material. I could only find men's jeans that had no stretch material in them. I was pissed. I hate stretch jeans. Then I though about it; I don't need to buy any jeans...It's Summer soon! Hopefully, the fad will disappear and I can find some real fucking jeans to purchase. I found 3 real cute shorts.
So I'm almost done with my shopping - 2 bra's & swim suit. I hope I can get by with my Speedo...I love it and only wore it 2 times. *sigh*

On Friday, B-'s mother kept mentioning how thin I was. "You look like you weigh less than when you first met my son," she stated. "Yeah," I said, "but I'm not."
"Oh. No?"
I just smiled.
holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 12:24

Maybe but whatever on that horoscope...I'm never getting caught up in anything again. I need to be self-sufficient and there is only one (or 1000; lol) way(s) to do that!
Oh! And that is another thing! I showed my mother the plants that are in my forest floor environment and she figured it out...well, I must give credit where credit is due; she KNEW it! I am so glad `cause I couldn't remember and she had bought one this year - ASTILBE. heh-heh I told her I don't remember shit like that! I'm not on this planet for botany! hahaha
I need to tell the story of Red and the rabbits in our yard! lol

ambercyn's Daily Taurus Forecast
Quickie: Kindred spirits surround you right now. You'll feel understood and appreciated.
Overview: Are you ready for a little something sweet -- or even hot? The stars seem to think so. Relax and let yourself feel good, and watch for some interesting developments in the love department.
Taurus
Daily extended (by Astrology.com)Someone's in the mood for love. Is it you? Could be! And if it's not you, someone you're very close to is feeling just full of affection and mischief. So if your spirits aren't up there already, they'll soon reach new heights thanks to the celestial influences that call for lots of romance and fun in this moment. So make sure you've got a snazzy outfit that's ready to go, because while the day is fun, you never know what the night could bring ...
holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 21:25

Quickly...I'm baking cupcakes for G-'s b-day to take to school for tomorrow. And a cake for tomorrow when the family comes over. But today is "her" day and I am so happy for her...8!
She sounds so much like me; she told me that she didn't feel any different but that she was glad it was her b-day. She knows we always make `em special...anything for the kids! heehee
*sigh* I hate when I have thoughts in my head and they slip out. They always come back around but still...it nags at my mind. I think I may need to utilize my digital recorder much more often then I do.

Today's horoscope is spooky...it feels almost real:

ambercyn's Daily Taurus Forecast
Quickie: Something might be pushing you to rush, but you have more time than you know.
Overview: It's time for some serious comparison shopping, whether it's for a new phone, a new job or a new significant other. Be your methodical self -- take notes, make lists of pros and cons, think it through.
Taurus
Daily extended (by Astrology.com)The art of letting go isn't hard to master -- and not only that, you'll find that it makes life a lot easier in the long run. Besides, if you really did control the entire universe, there'd never be any surprises in your life, and where's the fun in that? So put your feet up and enjoy watching how this scene plays out. The ending may not only surprise you -- but it might be far more perfect than anything you could have planned. Really!
holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 13:54

Dungeons & Dragons...

I sent a note about when we were getting together or what was happening and got this back from-

The Dungeon Master: Damn sweetie. I didn't hear from you and thought you went away for the weekend. We played on this past Sunday because everyone was off on Monday. But it could have been my e-mail also. Because Steve did not get the e-mail saying we were playing on Sunday. But everyone else (except maybe you also) got it. And add to the fact I was off on Friday, I messed things up.
But the good news is, the party realizes how important you would have been to the game. Major hurt was happening.
{heh-heh-heh...funny to me because they all would leap with abandon into dark portholes and unsecured rooms, get themselves into several situations that I stood back from because my character is Chaotic-Neutral meaning I do what the fuck I want. Including not get myself destroyed. I'm an Elf-Druid...I understand that there is more to life than power and glory.}

A-:Damn, that totally blows! I wish I had been there because I really do love playin' and seeing the gang. I don't realize how much I miss you all until I see you and then don't for a few weeks *pout*
So I am now considered important to the game? Like we all didn't know how fab I am. *chuckling* I'm curious to know why...everyone was treatin' me like I'm a "girl" all fickle and stuff for not running into a room. I maybe chaotic-neutral, but I do have some loyalty.
Yes, you asking about Memorial Day Sunday was the last thing I got. You would think picking up the phone was one of the more difficult things in the world to do!
Oh and the character generator - Redblade site has moved: http://www.redblade.org/
There are some big differences in my stats and stuff...what am I supposed to do about that?
And also I can't find all of the "booty" I currently have in my possesion.
Oh and I am at Lvl 2...did I get to the next level?

DM:Your character will still be at the same level when you last played which was lvl 2 if that is that you are asking. Steve got to the game late because he had other family obligations (boooooo). Lots of fighting. Fritz just stood back and healed while everyone was getting hacked to pieces.
I would talk with Tony about the character thingee. I really have been deferring to him about characters (although he may not know it). Learning a new system is fun and challenging at times. Tony and Fritz were keeping inventory of most stuff so they may have a running list of what you had acquired.

Working on getting the next date set I sent:
Ok, the only date I can make is June 11th. Amber

So get an e-mail from Tony:
well that settles it it's the 11th or we all die!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(not to be read sarcastically)
T---

And Steven:
The 11th it is! That gets me out of a company thing for my wife ;)

ROFL! Did I mention that I LOVE everyone in the gang? Wow, it's been a little more than 12 years knowing these guys! Time does indeed fly.

Taurus
Daily extended (by Astrology.com)Feeling connected to something bigger than yourself can really give you a sense of perspective and peace when they are most needed. Whether it's through art, spirituality, community service, nature or some combination of all of those, take some time to nourish your spirit and honor where you are. A lot of luck and love have gone into making you and your life circumstances. Take some time to appreciate everything around you.
holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 11:22