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Observations of a Quixotic Femme Noire
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Wednesday, November 30, 2005
I know that I have trust issues. I've learned a lot about trust. I try to keep myself "open" and fresh. I've noticed that I feel better keeping my self to myself. I don't question if I am weird - I am but I think that most people are "weird". Whatever that is. holla@me Wednesday, November 23, 2005
I just love how parents who have children younger than my own - who have done enough research to know that they don't want their kids in Public School, but not enough to know that the method of teaching most schools is more geared toward low-key kids, i.e. those that have been taught to sit quietly, be obedient and conform in institutions like McDayCares - tell me that I am probably not doing my son a "good service" by home-schooling him. What about Socialization and the social aspects of being around other school-kids? Oh I'm sorry, you're right! I need to take my kids out of the sterile, vacuum-sealed packaging of my suburban home and neighborhood; make sure that they learn how to play and run and socialize because lord knows, I want them fucked-up, non-productive members of society. Hell no they aren't allowed any friends or fun or junk food or water! We already know that food companies don't want the responsibility of making healthy food; that the School Systems don't want the responsibility of protecting kids from other school-kids and some adults that are employed, nor the responsibility teaching them anything beyond cramming for what's in National and International Standardized tests; that it takes a village to raise a child but no Federal or State mandate or funding but God Fuckin' Bless America! My daughter has been in the public school system since Kindergarten, is in 3rd grade now, and has had a TOTAL of TWELVE recesses - what the fuck is up with that!? OK. I probably sound like a raving lunatic. And I am!!! AND, I'm teaching! holla@me Saturday, November 19, 2005
The Other Woman – Jesse Mae Robinson The other woman finds time to manicure her nails The other woman is perfect where her rival fails And she's never seen with pin curls in her hair The other woman enchantes her clothes with French perfume The other woman keeps fresh cut flowers in each room There are never toys that's scattered everywhere And when her baby comes to call He'll find her waiting like a lonesome queen Cos when she's by his side It's such a change from old routine But the other woman will always cry herself to sleep The other woman will never have his love to keep And as the years go by the other woman Will spend her life alone holla@me
Went to Ladies Tea, first Sunday of the month - every month at Hippo. I love to go out and dance, dance, dance. I observed but then got on the floor. I asked my sis how I looked. I usually dance Modern and Expressionist so it is not about looks but how the music makes me feel: she said I looked good. I'm glad `cause I won't change, but of course if I want to know. Been going out quite a bit with Sis and it's been great. I love my Sister. I love my Brother, but I'm waiting for him to come back to us. Please come back. You are so in my thoughts, prayers and wishes. Both of you - all of those I have a connection to. Racism is alive and very active in the United States of America - it's called Politically Correct. How is calling anyone that looks Asian, Asian-American in this country any different than calling a person Oriental? It's not as if anyone is making a distinction between what Nationality they are: Thai, Japanese, Chinese, Filipino, etc... Do we say White-American? Hell no! And to assume...grrr I have to develop this more. I had an awesome conversation about this and I should have recorded it because I was on a roll. I'll remember it and get it down for sure. holla@me Friday, November 04, 2005
Chasing The Dragon - A.C.Smith (Ambercyn) Chasing the dragon sounds so noble. A shining brave knight, in the night. Your sword a needle. A sword-sharp needle Piercing the skin Is the dragon within? Where does the human end And the animal begin? Much has happened in the past weeks. I've been using my creativity in my relationships. I've been getting out the minimum instead of trying to explain details. People are receptive. I've been feeling more and more confident as I see my family becoming healthy w/o my help. I've been an observer w/my own agenda only for myself. I am hopeful to slowly get them on here as I process. Very interesting to be sure...I mean for me, what the fuck do you care? heh-heh *grinz Had a D&D gathering last Saturday. I was disappointed because I couldn't stay the whole time. Oh well. It was great because everyone seemed really happy that we were all together. Super hella cool. Oh, did I mention before that Aqua Teen Hunger Force 2004 shows are funny as shit?!?!? I fuckin' love that cartoon! holla@me Thursday, November 03, 2005
"A thing done at the wrong time should be regarded as not done". - Sanskrit Proverb If you expect to rely on someone, you must expect that someone has the expectation that they will/can rely on you. Why do some guys/boys think that when a female asks for clarification in a relationship, it means he "owns" her?...Owning her meaning that she will put up with any and all of his shit. That it is his license to treat her poorly? It is so sad to watch... "Every living creature on this earth dies alone". - Film Donnie Darko holla@me |
