Girl With The Curls

Girl With The Curls
Observations of a Quixotic Femme Noire __One Percent - 1%__ Warrior-woman; a Valkyrie. I'll always be yours. Always...and never.



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Tuesday, October 04, 2005
Me Poem
When consumed by my private hell,
I secretly go into my shell and
though I look the same outside,
inside I work to calm the tide...
A-

Getting better; workin' on it; have been pretty much on point w/my "gut" feelings - no real surprise there.
Receptive; listening & hearing; realization; seemingly a want to please me / hold me/ love me/ trust me/ obey me - of course all to my liking.
Been ruminating - wondering if I'm doing the right thing for myself - for us.
Fool me once, shame on you
Fool me twice, shame on me
Does that mean this last chance makes me STUPID?
Oh I hope not.
What is taken for weakness in a woman is exactly what is her strength. It is undervalued, unappreciated and unrespected. It is taken for granted and seen as soft. Do people not understand that if it weren't for this enduring quality of endurance & loyalty & power, individuality would never find cohesion with others?
I feel myself getting hard and not wanting to share my strength anymore. I need it for myself - for my kids. Too many trying to suck it out, take it by coersion and force, wear it for their own like a wolf in sheep's skin. My faith has already waned; just don't believe - seen too much; know too much. One more time and then I'll shrink my sphere.
See me / Feel me / Touch me / Heal me

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