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What a freakin' strange thing @ Hot or Not - I put author name Christa Faust in my keywords and it was rejected. I did a kw search and apparently no one has it in their profile so it must be something "risque". I was reminded again that HoN is a PG site. ha!
As busy as Life seems to be, the days are smearing into the other leaving nothing but a pool of mixed-up madness. Escape! Struggle to understand and balance the sad norm. One can grow accustomed and live in any situation. It is what it is. Disgruntled. Mistrustful. Worn down. Don't worry be happy is a fucking lie.


Now what is it?
Shi feels so lonely and it shows. Can't hide it. Doesn't want to. Please don't do this, Shi thinks. Only an hour or two before they can slip among the covers seemingly so close but the bond they share is a tender thread stretching between a million mile void.
Why is there always something wrong?
Yell, Scream, Shout, Cuss, Stomp, Punch! these actions run through her mind. Maybe one of them would finally make him receptive and see how he's draining her. Now matter how many times, how direct, in a letter or verbalized, Shi states the problem - he doesn't hear. The real issues he just stares. The ones he thinks will make everything go back, he cries and apologizes. Then it's over.
He feels cleansed, penitent - washed in the blood...

Wake Me Up When September Ends - Green Day; American Idiot
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends

here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are

as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends

Give Me Novocaine - Green Day; American Idiot
Take away the sensation inside
Bitter sweet migraine in my head
It's like a throbbing tooth ache of the mind
I can't take this feeling anymore

Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensations overwhelming,
Give me a long kiss goodnight
And everything will be alright
Tell me that I won't feel a thing
So give me Novocaine

Out of body and out of mind
Kiss the demons out of my dreams
I get the funny feeling, that’s alright
Jimmy says it's better than here,
I’ll tell you why

Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensations overwhelming,
Give me a long kiss goodnight
And everything will be alright
Tell me that I won't feel a thing,
So give me Novocaine

Oh Novocaine

Drain the pressure from the swelling,
The sensations overwhelming
Give me a long kiss goodnight
And everything will be alright
Tell me Jimmy I won't feel a thing,
So give me Novocaine

Whatshername - Green Day; American Idiot
Thought I ran into you down on the street
Then it turned out to only be a dream

I made a point to burn all of the photographs
She went away and then I took a different path
I remember the face but I can't recall the name
Now I wonder how Whatshername has been...

Seems that she disappeared without a trace
Did she ever marry ol' Whatshisface?

I made a point to burn all of the photographs
She went away and then I took a different path
I remember the face but I can't recall the name
Now I wonder how Whatshername has been...

Remember, whatever
It seems like forever ago
Remember, whatever
It seems like forever ago
The regrets are useless
In my mind
She's in my head
I must confess
The regrets are useless
She's in my head
From so long ago

(Go, Go, Go, Go...)

And in the darkest light
If my memory serves me right
I'll never turn back time
Forgetting you but not the time.

Letterbomb - Green Day; American Idiot
...
She said I can't take this place
I'm leaving it behind

Well she said I can't take this town
I'm leaving you tonight


ambercyn's Daily Taurus Forecast
Quickie: You think you can get more done alone, but it's not true. Reach for a helping hand.
Overview: Need to figure out an exit strategy? Why not run it by one of your closest pals? Not only do they know you inside and out, but they'll be able to bring their own unique point of view to help you cover any patchy spots.
Taurus -Daily: Your grip on reality may not be quite as firm as it has been in the past. While this fires you up in the creative realm (and may give you some inspiration for finding a solution for a long-standing problem), it's not a great time for risky business when it comes to love or money. No matter how sure-fire a scheme or a prospect seems, if you jump in without thinking, you may live to regret it. Err on the side of caution, and then err on that side some more.
Leo -Daily: Lookin' for love in all the wrong places? Maybe it's time to halt the search for the moment and figure out what it is you really want from the relationship question. It doesn't matter if it's a friendship, personal or professional relationship -- if it's causing you an inordinate amount of fuss, it's time to examine what's at the foundation of it, what you expect to get from it, and what exactly you put into it. Getting some clarity on your motives will help resolve any tension.
holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 12:26