Observations of a Quixotic Femme Noire __One Percent - 1%__ Warrior-woman; a Valkyrie. I'll always be yours. Always...and never.



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I feel like he places no value in what I say or offer as advice or 'something'. Or he takes my words, puts his _spin_ on it and then it becomes his. If this is what being a Classic Girl is, nevermind - I'm don't wanna be a Classic Girl.
But it breaks my heart when he disregards my carefully considered observations and/or ignores them completely and/or acts like he hears but does nothing.
I'd be lying if I said I havent't disconnected a bit already - to be fully 'there' in the bullshit...I'd be almost nonfunctional or I'd explode. But him? - he's fine when I pretend nothing is wrong so what does that say about you _attached_ he is.
And I can't pretend anymore. It is too painful. I feel like it oozes off me anyway.

Taurus
extended: What happens in a tug-of-war if one of the equally matched opponents simply drops the rope? Well, it means that the struggle is over, for one. Evaluate what you may be tussling over. Is this really that important, or are you engaged in this push-me-pull-you contest simply because you're caught up in the conflict and can't let it go? While your stubbornness can come in handy, this may be one moment to put it aside.
Leo
extended: If someone tries to enlist you in their little drama, just say no -- you can always get a subscription to your local theater if you need to have any extra sturm und drang in your life. Don't succumb, no matter how tempting it is to wade in there with the big guns and sort everything out. You've got things to sort out that need your care and attention, so tend your own garden rather than trying to pull out the weeds from everyone else's..

I don't think he cares about me.
I don't think he respects me.
I feel like he hates me.
I feel like there is only one thing he sees me for.
I won't fuck so I have no use in his world.
I'm tired of feeling like this.
It hurts so much.
And still, unless I say something about 'IT', nothing is mentioned.
I never thought it would be like this between us.
And here it is.
YMI here?
holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 17:48