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Observations of a Quixotic Femme Noire
__One Percent - 1%__
Warrior-woman; a Valkyrie. I'll always be yours. Always...and never. 
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Tempted - The Squeeze I bought a toothbrush, some toothpaste A flannel for my face Pajamas, a hairbrush New shoes and a case I said to my reflection Let’s get out of this place Past the church and the steeple The laundry on the hill Billboards and the buildings Memories of it still Keep calling and calling But forget it all I know I will Tempted by the fruit of another Tempted but the truth is discovered What’s been going on Now that you have gone There’s no other Tempted by the fruit of another Tempted but the truth is discovered I’m at the car park, the airport The baggage carousel The people keep on writing And wishing I was well I said it’s no occasion It’s no story I could tell At my bedside empty pocket A foot without a sock Your body gets much closer I fumble for the clock Alarmed by the seduction I wish that it would stop I bought a novel, some perfume A fortune all for you But it’s not my conscience That hates to be untrue I asked of my reflection Tell me what is there to do Went out to happy hour w/a friend, Der. Haven't seen him in a while. Margarita's! A little tipsy. Good time. Productive conversation. We can almost talk about anything... Been keeping him informed of therapy. He feels that my therapist is "worried" about looking foolish with what he may or may not say because I'll "Google" it and throw it back at him later. I chuckled and said Nuh-uh, that's not how I am. He chortled at me and said oh yes that is exactly how I am! Ok...he may be right. lol But, it isn't only that, he says. This therapist respects me but still has to remain non-biased and impartial. It rings true because therapist tells me often that he likes how my mind works, among other things. When he talks to me he informs me this was a psych-workshop he attended and that is how he presents it to me. Says that he "puts" things out there directly rather than "sugar-coating" it because he thinks I "get it." Which is true, I do and if I don't...I ask for clarification. Der thinks he does this for his benefit, not mine. That I am challenging him and making him remember and brush-up on his schooling/training. Der thinks I'm scary intelligent...He's busted my balls because I haven't gone to college yet and he feels that I'm wasting my intellect. "You should be a scholar," he says to me indignantly. I just shrugged... Fade Into You – Mazzy Star I want to hold the hand inside you I want to take a breath that’s true I look to you and I see nothing I look to you to see the truth You live your life You go in shadows You’ll come apart and you’ll go black Some kind of night into your darkness Colors your eyes with what’s not there. Fade into you Strange you never knew Fade into you I think it’s strange you never knew A stranger’s light comes on slowly A stranger’s heart without a home You put your hands into your head And then smiles cover your heart Fade into you Strange you never knew Fade into you I think it’s strange you never knew Fade into you Strange you never knew Fade into you I think it’s strange you never knew I think it’s strange you never knew holla@me
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