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Dungeons & Dragons was fun last night.
Fudd is a cool cat. That's where we have our games and there is also a Magic game runnin' outta there too. He's been wondering about me for a while; not sure what kinda "girl" I am. He was happy that we got a moment to say more than 3 words last night. He's also told me that payment for us bein' there is that I give him a hug. lol...good think I like hugs! So we shot some shit and he told me that he decided that if I hang out w/Steve and Tony that I must be a cool chick (of course, it's unspoken that them hangin' w/ME makes them cool too! heh) and then asked me if I wanted to be part of the family and think about it because once I said yes, I couldn't back out. Well, I'm always one for a dare...ain't no shame in my game. He asked if I wanted Witnesses?...hmmm, getting interesting. oh yes, Witnesses are ALWAYS good to have around when not sure exactly what the initiation is. Fudd says, "Who, Steve and Tony?"
"Hell yah! Perfect."
Funny though, how many years ago did I have some of the gang exposing a few things during an amusing conversation... and I was wondering if they thought for one moment that I looked at them as fools or lost respect.... Hmmm, very doubtful as it has "almost" made us closer in some ways. Anyways...I'm now part of Fudd's Rabbit Hole Family...Witnessed an' all.

And why were they all exposing they wives shortcomings? lol...I told them flat out, it isn't a wife thing, it's a spouse thing. And when they start on their spouses, I keep my mouth shut and try to bring some temperance to the descriptions. They bring up valid points about who they "saddled" with! But they made their choices. Who's perfect in this world? lol (good luck on that!)
{You live with a motherfucker long enough and you see all their senior moments, brain-foos, FUBAR sitches...Lord you know everything! What do you love, like, put up with and just flat out hate? Compromise can only go so far. How many people do I know personally that got married even though they say THEMSELVES it was against their better judgement? WTF?!?}

Apparently, they have a bet on the first one divorced. They HAD a bet on last one married...I wasn't included in that as I was the first...heh
I told `em I wanted to be in that bet. They told me no because I hate my husband! ROFLMFAO!!! That is FUCKED-UP! lol I never said that SHIT! Dude my friend; I care for him; I want nothing but the best for him; yeah sometimes he drives me nutty...I know that I can bring that out in a motherfucker too.
So, they said ok sure I can be in the pool. Then they said no sex w/X after divorce or ya'd have to pay back the bet double to everyone. I said that was bullshit - It was _known_ Strange! LOL They didn't budge on that one. Fuckers. Well, actually, that would probably be best. heh *nodding sagely*
Yo, Yo. Check-it...
Cleanin' Out My Closet - Eminem; The Eminem Show
Have you ever been hated or discriminated against? I have.
I've been protested and demonstrated against.
Picket signs for my wicked rhymes, look at the times!
Sick is the mind of the mothafuckin' kid thats behind.
All this commotion, emotions, run deep as oceans explodin',
tempers flarin from parents, just blow 'em off and keep goin',
not takin nothin from no one. Give 'em hell as long as I'm breathin'.
Keep kickin' ass in the morning and taking names in the evening,
leave 'em with a taste as sour as vinegar as in they mouth.
See they can trigger me, but they never figure me out!
Look at me now, I bet you're probably sick of me now!
Ain't you mama I'mma make you look so ridiculous now.

I'm sorry mama!
I never meant to hurt you!
I never meant to make you cry!
But tonight I'm cleaning out my closet!
One more time...

I said I'm sorry mama!
I never meant to hurt you!
I never meant to make you cry!
But tonight I'm cleaning out my closet!

I got some skeletons in my closet and I dont know if no ones knows it,
so before they thrown me inside my coffin' and close it, I'mma expose it.
I'll take you back to '73, before I ever had a multi-platinum selling CD.
I was a baby, maybe I was just a couple a months.
My faggot father must have had his panties up in a bunch.
'Cause he split, I wonder if he even kissed me goodbye.
No I dont, on second thought I just fuckin' wished he would die!
I look at Hailie and I couldn't picture leavin' her side.
Even if I hated Kim I'd grit my teeth and I'd try to make it work
with her at least for Hailie's sake.
I maybe made some mistakes but I'm only human.
But I'm man enough to face `em today!
What I did was stupid, no doubt it was dumb.
But the smartest shit I did was take the bullets out of that gun!
'Cause I'd have killed em,
shit, I would have shot Kim an' him both, its my life.
I'd like to welcome y'all to The Eminem Show.

I'm sorry mama!
I never meant to hurt you!
I never meant to make you cry!
But tonight I'm cleaning out my closet!
One more time...

I said I'm sorry mama!
I never meant to hurt you!
I never meant to make you cry!
But tonight I'm cleaning out my closet!

Now, I would never dis my own mama just to get recognition.
Take a second to listen for you think this record is dissin'.
But put yourself in my position, just try to envision,
witnessin' your mama poppin' prescription pills in the kitchen.
Bitchin' that someones always going through her purse and shits missin'.
Going through public housing systems victim of Munchausen's syndrome.
My whole life I was made to believe I was sick when I wasn't.
'Till I grew up, now I blew up, it makes you
sick to your stomach, doesnt it?
Wasn't it the reason you made that CD for me, Ma?
So you could try to justify the way you treated me, Ma?
But guess what, you're gettin' older now and its cold when you're lonely
and Nathan's growing up so quick, he's gonna know that your phony.
And Hailie's getting so big now, you should see her, she's beautiful.
But you'll never see her, she wont even be at you're funeral!
See what hurts me the most is that you won't admit you was wrong.
Bitch, do ya song, keep tellin' yourself that you was a mom.
But how dare you try to take what you didnt help me to get?
You selfish bitch! I hope you fuckin' burn in hell for this shit!
Remember when Ronnie died and you said you wished it was me?
Well guess what, I am dead, dead to you as can be.

I'm sorry mama!
I never meant to hurt you!
I never meant to make you cry!
But tonight I'm cleaning out my closet!
One more time...

I said I'm sorry mama!
I never meant to hurt you!
I never meant to make you cry!
But tonight I'm cleaning out my closet!
holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 10:58