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Been tired lately...restless at times. I feel like I'm stagnating...in what, I am not sure. There have been many times that I just didn't want to get online. Not in the mood; don't want to sit in front of the `puter; nothing to say; tired; having fun in real time.
I'm gonna take some time off. I need some time off. My house is a wreck (to me) although my friends and family tell me it looks "lived in" and I'm just being compulsive. HA! There are dust dragons roaring around my hardwood floors and cut stone tiles. The animals are frightened! The kids think there are monsters under the bed...HUGE dust bunnies that want more than a nice cozy place to reside. I myself worry about being choked in my sleep!
And will the laundry EVER stop!!! I may get 2 days of not having to wash clothes before it is 2 to 3 loads...and of course I separate, so have to wait for a full cycle of whites, mediums, darks and jeans/towels.
I have a week left and then I will be able to lift more than 10lbs. Like I haven't "accidentally" picked up more than that over the past eleven weeks. I don't have a choice all time! I forget too and it's hard for me to gauge how *heavy* 10lbs is.Really, that is nothing to lift especially with having children and pets to care for. I absolutely HATE to have to say, "Sorry, I can't," to the little old ladies that need _someone_ to help them get something into their cart or car; but I do.
Anyway...one more week and then I can start organizing and hauling stuff into the storage and calling Bulk Trash and all that stuff...Spring cleaning.
*SIGH* Then the pool...it never seems to end.

Walking around our property, I love this one particular area that is best described as a forest floor: ferns, moss, hostas and a few other things that I forgot what they're called...my sad-ass.
The ferns are growing wonderfully and I have noticed that they are reproducing! Ferns repoduce differently than most other plants. They have a more complicated method that depends on there being liquid water for the process to complete. It’s spores and fertile fronds. Ferns reproduce from spores and an intermediate plant stage called a gametophyte. The reproduction process itself requires moisture, fertilization takes place, and it is transformed into a complete adult plant.
Well, that is a basic description of the process...but who the fuck really cares besides people that like that sort of shit. *points to self-->nerd*

Spent day before yesterday with my friend Red. She recently had back surgery and will take a few weeks to recover. She and I are going to start walking. I will have to slow way way down for her. A lesson in patience for sure!

PT is starting to kick my ass, but I'm doing it anyway. There were 3 exercises I was doing incorrectly that is currently rectified. I've noticed that a lot of my balance (umm, the ability to not fall when I trip ALL THE TIME!) is returning. I still get a little dizziness, but I'm careful.

Hahaha, I've asked my mother before, "what if you have a child that is _never_ ready to go out into The World and have a responsible Life? "I mean, it's not her/his fault that their parents brought them into the world."

The Characteristics of TYPE AB People (November 20, 1997)
Rational thinking
Good critic and analyst
To participate and contribute to the society -- by obtaining a role
Good at adjusting human relations
Hope to be in harmony with the society and the people
Ask other people's opinions to decide important questions
Control one's feeling socially
Inwardly emotional
Feels distant from the society
Dislike hypocrites
Intensive but not continuous interest
Consider problems from many other angles
Fairy-tale and fanciful traits
Not absorbed to anything
Rational economic life
Steady life
Avoid power struggle
Tries to treat people fairly
Least expressive of all
Have less attachment to one's life

My summary from Mr. Masahiko NOMI's book "Ketsueki-gata Josei Hakusho" (Blood Type Woman White Paper).

There is a superstition that "Type AB is genius or fool". This is an expression that Type AB is completely unknown. Needless to say, this is not true. Type AB is a person of common sense more than the other types.
The No.1 personality of Type AB is the two-facedness. One is to have competence and strength, and to participate in the society faithfully. The other is phases of sudden feelings, unrealistic actions of capricious willfulness.
I want to raise the rational thinking for Type AB's basic parts, too. This is seen coldhearted, when too much appears in attitudes. This cooperates with Type AB's trend to be less absorbed to anything. As for Type AB, there are not a sense of togetherness with the society and group, even if participation desire to the society is enthusiastic. That is the place where a clear line is drawn from Type O and Type A.
It seems that Type AB wants to participate in the society to secure its stable life. Type AB most requires mental and economic stability. And there are many cases it makes its regular image (or mask) to join to the society. It resembles that many students or employees usually wear their uniforms.
It is able to choose any image but it usually chooses soft and sociable one for smooth society participation. Many Type ABs make smiling and soft images. As a result, men seem gentle although less manly, women seem famine in addition to gentle, which seems women got a little profits. But both are only superficial.
Although someone sees images as the double personality of Type AB, it is not right. The proof: Type AB takes off its image easily, to the people who became a little bit familiar to.

I forgot to mention that at the HFStival, there was a male that had a tatoo of the Thunder Cats insignia!!! We started jumping around, saying Lion-O's part when he called his buddies into a fray. heehee...I used to love that show!
holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 00:01