Observations of a Quixotic Femme Noire __One Percent - 1%__ Warrior-woman; a Valkyrie. I'll always be yours. Always...and never.



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I've been walking a lot lately. I mean a lot. It feels good; I have a few moments to myself without being studied and questioned why I don't have a smile on my face.
Was it Thursday? It started raining before I got outside; that is what made me want to go for a walk. I love the rain. The weather changing into a lovely warm Spring is just what I've needed. It helps me to de-stress. I try to find happiness somewhere so that I don't keep focusing on the painful part of this path of my Life.
But the rain...
It wasn't quite warm enough for a short-sleeved shirt, but not cold enough for a jacket. Walking in the rain just fills me up. I don't know why; it was one of my secret pleasures as a child. When there was a thunderstorm or any rain of sustinence, I'd go out in it and get soaked. Feeling the rain hit my skin cool at first, then as it travels down, it gets warmer just before it falls. The weight of the wet clothes I wear; the cold and warm parts of the clothes as they stick to my body or pulled away.
I guess it is because it is such a physical, tangible, tactile sensation, but no one is doing it to me; It is Nature. I feel myself going back to being a primal creature and on occasion, if it's night-time; I do shed my fake skin and enjoy. Rain makes me feel real; alive. A moment of freedom.
holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 05:25