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Wednesday, March 30, 2005
It's been an interesting few days. I've had a great time. Blogger has had some problems though. We had a great weekend starting with Friday, we went to a show...music. The music was good enough and hard enough that some moshing started and can you guess where I was? No, not in the pit; can't mosh anymore, but I was part of the inner wall. I love watching the dance and anticipating when a body or 3 will be propelled my way so I can brace myself and push `em back in! Last Saturday, Dude was tellin' me that the new bassist they are chieckin' out is ok, but he's apprehensive because he wants to play an instrument still. I had mentioned that the band really needs a rhythm guitarist and maybe that is what he could do instead. He paused, looked at me and chuckled to himself. "Damn good idea," he said to me. I have to admit, I was flying...so happy!!! Dude, Midnite, John and Staff...thanks for all the fun these past few days. It has been lovely with so much to talk about; getting to know you/me. holla@me Tuesday, March 29, 2005
These are a little too spooky... Ambercyn's Taurus Quickie: Outright jealousy is ill-advised. Still, a little possessiveness can be flattering. Overview: That special person you've been thinking about for what seems like forever and a day? Turns out they've been thinking the same things about you. Now, what to do about it -- that's the issue. Extended: For the next few days, your main quest will be to decide what to do about a certain someone -- someone who seems to be putting just as much time, energy and thought into what to do about you. None of this will be visible to anyone who's not really looking, however. It's all going to be very clandestine. But anyone who knows and loves you will see what's going on, and probably be quite delighted for you. Leo Extended: See? Once you really let go of the whole situation, things immediately got quieter -- and they'll continue to mellow, too, if you remain firm on your pledge to stay out of it. Now that you can concentrate on other things, why not start making plans for that trip you were hoping to take? There's absolutely no time like the present for you to make your reservations. You'll find what you want for the right price. Scorpio Extended: It's all about impulse. And intensity. And passion. So no matter what it is or when it strikes your fancy, if you want it, you'll go after it -- and you'll get it, too. You know how you get when you're even remotely interested in something - or someone? Well, at the moment, you're not just interested, you're focused. Maybe even a little too focused. How about distracting yourself? Take a friend to dinner. Pisces Extended: You've gone over the checkbook several times and had a friend look, too. It's not your imagination. It's balanced, and you do, indeed, have a little bit left over to play with. What to do? Make this surplus count by sharing it with someone special. What about that person you've owed lunch for months now? Or, better still, the person you don't owe lunch that you'd just like to spend some time with, pure and simple? Right To Be Wrong – Joss Stone; Mind Body & Soul I've got a right to be wrong My mistakes will make me strong I'm stepping out into the great unknown I'm feeling wings though I've never flown I've got a mind of my own I'm flesh and blood to the bone I'm not made of stone Got a right to be wrong So just leave me alone I've got a right to be wrong I've been held down too long I've got to break free So I can finally breathe I've got a right to be wrong Got to sing my own song I might be singing out of key But it sure feels good to me Got a right to be wrong So just leave me alone You're entitled to your opinion But it's really my decision I can't turn back, I'm on a mission If you care don't you dare blur my vision Let me be all that I can be Don't smother me with negativity Whatever's out there waiting for me I'm going to faced it willingly I've got a right to be wrong My mistakes will make me strong I'm stepping out into the great unknown I'm feeling wings though I've never flown I've got a mind of my own Flesh and blood to the bone See, I'm not made of stone I've got a right to be wrong So just leave me alone I've got a right to be wrong I've been held down to long I've got to break free So I can finally breathe I've got a right to be wrong Got to sing my own song I might be singing out of key But it sure feels good to me I've got a right to be wrong So just leave me alone "Downfall" - Matchbox Twenty; More Than You Think You Are Wonder how you sleep I wonder what you think of me If I could go back Would you have ever been with me I want you to be unused I want you to remember I want you to believe in me I want you on my side Come on and lay it down I've always been with you Here and now Give all that's within you Be my savior And I'll be your downfall Mmm mmm mmm Here we go again Ashamed of being broken in We're getting off track I wanna get you back again I want you to trouble me I wanted you turning down I want you to agree with me I want so much so bad Come on and lay it down I've always been with you Here and now Give all that's within you Be my savior And I'll be your downfall Mmm mmm mmm Yeah, be my savior (Only love can save us now) (Don't lay me down) (Only love can save us now) I'll be your downfall (I'll be your downfall) (Ah, love can save us now) (Don't save me now) Lay it down I've always been with you Hear me now With all that's within you Be my savior And I'll be your downfall Mmm mmm mmm Now I'm back on my own Hear my feet, they're made of stone Man, I make you go where I go Well hell, you, can I take you home Well, I'm coming home on my back Kissing me, your lips painted black Saying oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh Let me be your downfall Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh Let me be your downfall, baby holla@me Friday, March 25, 2005
We're going to Fletcher's tonight, yeah I'm liking what I'm seein' so, I'm probably gonna dress a bit. I don't know wtf with my Daily extended...no grand entrance for anyone and I've been slowed up from surgery about getting my yoga and sculpting underway. Dude's is right on target...he doesn't even know how big his mojo is and that can be a problem; though it isn't most of the time *grin*. Red's seems to be on target too! Blondie, you gotta do what... Libra friend, what are you gonna tell me? ambercyn's Daily Taurus Forecast Quickie: Don't be afraid to go where your instincts lead you. But don't leave logic behind. Overview: If you haven't been pleased with what you've seen in the mirror lately, you'll be moved to make some changes and improvements. If you do like what you see, get dressed and go show it off. Taurus Daily extended (by Astrology.com)You're thinking about your health and the condition of your body -- in a nutshell, your appearance. And you know what that means: There's someone out there you're thinking about appearing for, and you want to make it quite the grand entrance. Well, there's really no better time to recommit yourself to those New Year's resolutions you were far too busy to keep way back when. Leo Daily extended (by Astrology.com)You really should start thinking about a cover charge -- because no matter where you go, you'll be attracting even more attention than you usually do. In fact, you'll be so darned charming, it might be hard to believe it yourself. So just imagine how your lucky companions will be feeling -- you, and two entire days to enjoy you (free of charge, so far). What could be sweeter? Scorpio Daily extended (by Astrology.com)You just love peace, quiet and quality time alone with your dearest dears. Today, you'll whittle down that small and discriminating guest list even further, until it only accommodates a party of two -- which will suit you just right. The good news is that it's Friday -- finally -- so you two can legitimately retreat from the rest of the world without fear of being 'found.' Enjoy every minute. Libra Daily extended (by Astrology.com)After weeks of being nice to everyone around you, regardless of whether or not they deserved it, you're just about ready to let your true feelings be known. The full Moon is in your sign, setting off a very powerful meeting of Sun and Moon that can't help but inspire you to open your mouth and let your thoughts and emotions pour out. That means the good ones and the not-so-good ones. Ready or not... Pisces Daily extended (by Astrology.com)If you've been sharing bills, taxes and a checkbook with someone, now's the time to take a look at that situation again. All may be well -- but then again, it's a good idea to keep your eyes open for mistakes. If you're going to be that financially intimate with someone, you need to know that they can handle it. And if you find that they can't, there's nothing wrong with amicably separating that part of your life. holla@me Thursday, March 24, 2005
Be My Escape - Relient K; Mmhmm I’ve given up on giving up slowly I’m blending in so you won’t even know me Apart from this whole world that shares my fate. This one last pull you mention It’s my one last shot at redemption Cause I know to live you must give your life away. And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity And I’ve been locked inside that house All the while you hold the key And I’ve been dying to get out And that might be the death of me. And even though there’s no way of knowing Where to go I promise I’m goin because… I gotta get out of here I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake I gotta get out of here And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape. I’ve given up on doing this alone now Guess I failed and I’m ready to shown now You told me the way and now I’m tryin to get there And this life sentence that I’m serving I admit that I’m every bit deserving But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity And I’ve been locked inside that house All the while you hold the key And I’ve been dying to get out And that might be the death of me. And even though there’s no way of knowing Where to go I promise I’m goin because… I gotta get out of here Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake (yeah) I gotta get out of here And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape. I am a hostage to my own humanity Self-detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made And all I’m asking is for you to do what you can with me But I can’t ask you to give what you already gave. Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity And I’ve been locked inside that house All the while you hold the key And I’ve been dying to get out That might be the death of me. And even though there’s no way of knowing Where to go I promise I’m goin because… I gotta get out of here I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake I gotta get out of here And I’m begging you, I’m begging you, I’m begging you to be my escape. I fought you for so long I should have let you win Oh how we regret those things we do And all I was trying to do was save my own skin But so were you So were you. Blurry - Puddle of Mudd; Come Clean Everything's so blurry and everyone's so fake and everybody's empty and everything is so messed up pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i'll protect you from all of the obscene I wonder what you're doing imagine where you are there's oceans in between us but that's not very far Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it in my face this pain you gave to me Can you take it all away can you take it all away well ya shoved it my face Everyone is changing there's noone left that's real to make up your own ending and let me know just how you feel cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all my whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl You could be my someone you could be my scene you know that i will save you from all of the unclean I wonder what you're doing I wonder where you are There's oceans in between us but that's not very far [Chorus] Nobody told me what you thought nobody told me what to say everyone showed you where to turn told you when to runaway nobody told you where to hide nobody told you what to say everyone showed you where to turn showed you when to runaway [Chorus] This pain you gave to me You take it all You take it all away... This pain you gave to me You take it all away This pain you gave to me Take it all away This pain you gave to me holla@me
Crash Into Me - Dave Matthews Band; Crash You've got your ball you've got your chain tied to me tight tie me up again who's got their claws in you my friend Into your heart I'll beat again Sweet like candy to my soul Sweet you rock and sweet you roll Lost for you I'm so lost for you ... If I've gone overboard Then I'm begging you to forgive me in my haste... He just doesn't get it. Twelve weeks...I have little but his word. I need reassurance. He doesn't understand how his words have affected me. How his lack of words affect me. I need him. I don't want to share him...not right now. I need him. I'm tired of holding myself up and being strong. I'm not strong right now. I gotta get out of here. It's too much for me... holla@me
Yes, I just gotta let it go... ambercyn's Daily Taurus Forecast Quickie: This isn't a black-and-white, either-or situation. Consider the middle ground. Overview: There's a tad of jealousy in the heavens -- not to mention circulating around you. Does that mean you have to buy into it, or keep it going? Absolutely not. In fact, you can deflate the whole issue if you just let it go. Taurus Daily extended (by Astrology.com)Oh boy, here we go. That innocent little flirtation you were just starting to enjoy? Forget about enjoying it. A certain someone who absolutely adores you will make it abundantly clear that this isn't quite what they had in mind when you two talked about holding on with an open palm. Of course, you're a big fan of monogamy, so it's not like you were thinking of acting on this -- but fun is fun. At least, it was... Push – Matchbox Twenty; Yourself Or Someone Like You She said I don’t know if I’ve ever been good enough I’m a little bit rusty, and I think my head is caving in And I don’t know if I’ve ever really been loved By the hand that’s touched me, well I feel like something gonna give And I’m a little bit angry, well This ain’t over, no not here, not while I still need you Around You don’t owe me, we might change Yeah we just might feel good (chorus) I wanna push you around, I will, I will I wanna push you down, I will, I will I wanna take you for granted(2x) I will She said I don’t know why you ever would lie to me Like I’m a little untrusting when I think that the truth is Gonna hurt ya And I don’t why you couldn’t just stay with me You couldn’t stand to be near me When my face don’t seem to want to shine cuz it’s a little bit dirty well Don’t just stand there, say nice things to me I’ve been cheated I’ve been wronged, and you You don’t know me, I can’t change I won’t do anything at all (chorus) Oh but don’t bowl me over Just wait a minute well it kinda fell apart, things get so Crazy, crazy Don’t rush this baby(2x) (chorus) holla@me
For You – Staind; Break the Cycle To my mother to my father It’s your son or it’s your daughter Are my screams loud enough for You to hear me? should I turn this up for you? I sit here locked inside my head Remembering everything you’ve said The silence gets us nowhere, Gets up nowhere way too fast. The silence is what kills me I need someone here to help me But you don’t know how to listen And let me make my decision I sit here locked inside my head Remembering everything you’ve said The silence gets us nowhere, Gets up nowhere way too fast. All your insults and your curses Make me feel like I’m not a person. And I feel like I am nothing. But you made me so do something. Cause I’m fucked up because you are I need attention, attention you couldn’t give. I sit here locked inside my head Remembering everything you’ve said The silence gets us nowhere, Gets up nowhere way too fast. I sit here locked inside my head Remembering everything you’ve said The silence gets us nowhere, Gets up nowhere way too fast. Going Under – Evanescence; Fallen Now I will tell you what I've done for you 50,000 tears I cry Screaming, Deceiving, And bleeding for you And you still won't hear me ...go away... Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once) Not tormented daily defeated by you Just when I thought I'd reach the bottom [chorus] I dive again I'm going under (going under) Drowning with you (drowning with you) I'm falling forever (falling forever) I've got to break through I'm, going under Blurring and stirring the truth that comes out (I don't know what's real and what's not) Always confusing the thoughts is my head So I can't trust myself anymore I dive again I'm going under (going under) Drowning with you (drowning with you) I'm falling forever (falling forever) I've got to break through, I'm, so go on and scream Scream at me, so far away I won't be broken again I've got to breathe I can't keep going under I dive again I'm going under (going under) Drowning with you (drowning with you) I'm falling forever (falling forever) I've got to break through, I'm, going under (going under) Going under (drowning with you)I'm going unde holla@me Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Overkill – Men at Work; Cargo I can't get to sleep I think about the implications Of diving in too deep And possibly the complications Especially at night I worry over situations I know will be alright Perahaps its just my imagination Day after day it reappears Night after night my heartbeat, shows the fear Ghosts appear and fade away Alone between the sheets Only brings exasperation It's time to walk the streets Smell the desperation At least there's pretty lights And though there's little variation It nullifies the night From overkill Day after day it reappears Night after night my heartbeat, shows the fear Ghosts appear and fade away I can't get to sleep I think about the implications Of diving in too deep And possibly the complications Especially at night I worry over situations I know will be alright It's just overkill Day after day it reappears Night after night my heartbeat, shows the fear Ghosts appear and fade away The Warrior – Scandal feat. Patti Smyth You run, run, run away It's your heart that you betray Feeding on your hungry eyes I bet you're not so civilized Well isn't love primitive A wild gift that you wanna give Break out of captivity And follow me stereo jungle child Love is the kill Your heart's still wild Shooting at the walls of heartache Bang, bang I am the warrior Well I am the warrior And heart to heart you'll win If you survive the warrior, the warrior You talk, talk, you talk too me Your eyes touch me physically Stay with me we'll take the night As passion takes another bite, oh Who's the hunter, who's the game I feel the beat call your name I hold you close in victory I don't wanna tame your animal style You won't be caged in the call of the wild Shooting at the walls of heartache Bang, bang I am the warrior Well I am the warrior And heart to heart you'll win If you survive the warrior, the warrior I am the warrior Shooting at the walls of heartache Bang, bang I am the warrior And heart to heart you'll win If you survive the warrior, the warrior holla@me Sunday, March 20, 2005
Oh Gee, I can't wait for resolution. Murphy's Law??? *gulp* I guess I can only take one day at a time these next 3 weeks. *smirk* ambercyn's Daily Taurus Forecast Quickie: A situation that's held you in limbo for weeks will reach an unexpected resolution. Overview: Expect family theatrics for the next few days -- but nothing quite as dramatic as what goes on this afternoon. You, of course, will want to calm things down and make everything better. Keep in mind that it's not always possible. Taurus Daily extended (by Astrology.com)Last night, you were treated to a sneak preview of what we can all expect over the next three weeks: an awful lot of hurrying up and waiting. Mercury turned retrograde, a time that's classically marked by miscommunications, delays, bad directions and just missing whoever or whatever you desperately needed to see. In short, this is definitely what inspired Murphy to pen Murphy's Law. Talk about a good time. Better start practicing that famous patience -- and giving some lessons, too. Aqua Teen Hunger Force...I'm in love; funny as shit and I had NO IDEA that Meatwad was a Taurus! *chortling* Opening Theme Lyrics MY NAME IS.... Shake-zula, the mic rulah, the old schoolah. You wanna trip, I'll bring it to ya! Frylock and I'm on top, rock you like a cop. Meatwad you're up next, with your knock-knock. Meatwad make the money see. Meatwad get the honeys G. Drivin in my car, livin' like a star. Ice on my fingers and my toes and I'm a Taurus Ha, check-check it, yeah 'Cuz we are tha Aqua Teenz, make the homeys say ho 'n the girlies wanna scream! 'Cuz we are tha Aqua Teenz, make the homeys say ho 'n the girlies wanna scream! Aqua Teen Hunger Force - Numba one in tha hood, G Last night was fun. I didn't wanna be the one of the life's of the party...I'm too tired and hurtin'. But I always make the best of the situation. Smokin' cigars on the back patio with the menfolk. It was fun. I like it when the guys let their hair down but are still tryin' to impress. Dude and I have decided it's like the men feel they can say what they want but still wanna be cool. Doesn't everyone want that? To be accepted for what they think is cool? Ohh fuck it! I ain't tryin' to get into that can `o worms right now. heehee Renee and Bill put on good events. We met a few people that are on Bern & Geno's side that we've not met or only in passing, that we hit it off with. Did we exchange numbers? Alas, no. But we can ask Renee about that. The kids had a great time of course. Their cousin and a bunch more kids... playin' on the trampoline. Runnin' back and forth. They were exhausted and didn't get up until about 9:30; wakin' us up at 10:20. After seeing people with their new and 2 yr old babies, I am so glad to have upwardly mobile, intelligent, semi-self-sufficient, older kids. hea-hea Had a great talk with Dude about how I've been feelin'. I always hate to expose something that bothers me because...how will they take it? But it was good. Expressive, understanding, communicative...I'll write more later. holla@me Friday, March 18, 2005
Extraordinary - Liz Phair; Liz Phair You think that I go home at night Take off my clothes, turn out the lights But I burn letters that I write To you, to make you love me Yeah, I drive naked through the park And run the stop sign in the dark Stand in the street, yell out my heart To make, to make you love me I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary Average every day sane psycho Supergoddess Average every day sane psycho You may not believe in me But I believe in you So I still take the trash out Does that make me too normal for you? So dig a little deeper, cause You still don't get it yet See me lickin' my lips, need a primitive fix And I'll make, I'll make you love me I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary Average every day sane psycho Supergoddess Average every day sane psycho Supergoddess See me jump through hoops for you You stand there watching me performing What exactly do you do? Have you ever thought it's you that's boring? Who the hell are you? I am extraordinary, if you'd ever get to know me I am extraordinary, I am just your ordinary Average every day sane psycho Supergoddess Average every day sane psycho Average every day sane psycho Supergoddess Average every day sane psycho Average every day sane psycho Supergoddess Average every day sane psycho Average every day sane psycho holla@me I am an 80ft giantess and love it! I want a ride in that Bimmer M Coupe. I know it will happen. Thank goodness for patience. Not feelin' it for everyone though. I feel at peace with that. I wonder what Trisket is up to? I'll find out tomorrow after D&D and Bill&Renee's party. Full schedule for the weekend. I love that too! I just have to remember that I must take it easy. I can't be fuckin' around with healing. I wonder if I'll be able to go dancing in three weeks? I hope I'm ready to... Just A Girl – No Doubt; Tragic Kingdom Take this pink ribbon off my eyes I'm exposed And it's no big surprise Don't you think I know Exactly where I stand This world is forcing me To hold your hand 'Cause I'm just a girl Oh little ol' me Don't let me out of your sight I'm just a girl all pretty and petite So don't let me have any rights Oh...I've had it up to here! The moment that I step outside So many reasons For me to run and hide I can't do the little things I hold so dear 'Cause it's all those little things That I fear 'Cause I'm just a girl. I'd rather not be 'Cause they won't let me drive Late at night I'm just a girl, Guess I'm some kind of freak 'Cause they all sit and stare With their eyes I'm just a girl. Take a good looks at me Just your typical prototype Oh...I've had it up to here! Oh...am I making myself clear? I'm just a girl I'm just a girl in the world... That's all that you'll let me be! I'm just a girl, living in captivity Your rule of thumb Make me worry some I'm just a girl, what's my destiny? What I've succumbed to Is making me numb I'm just a girl. my apologies What I've become is burdensome I'm just a girl. lucky me Tweedle-dum there's no comparison Oh...I've had it up to! Oh...I've had it up to!! Oh...I've had it up to here Kiss Me Lyrics - Sixpence None The Richer Kiss me out of the bearded barley Nightly, beside the green, green grass Swing, swing, swing the spinning step You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress. [chorus] Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight Lead me out on the moonlit floor Lift your open hand Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance Silver moon's sparkling So kiss me Kiss me down by the broken tree house Swing em upon its hanging tire Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat We'll take the trail marked on your father's map [chorus] Superman – Five For Fighting; America Town I can’t stand to fly I’m not that naive I’m just out to find The better part of me I’m more than a bird...I’m more than a plane More than some pretty face beside a train It’s not easy to be me Wish that I could cry Fall upon my knees Find a way to lie About a home I’ll never see It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive Even heroes have the right to bleed I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede Even heroes have the right to dream It’s not easy to be me Up, up and away...away from me It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight I’m not crazy...or anything... I can’t stand to fly I’m not that naive Men weren’t meant to ride With clouds between their knees I’m only a man in a silly red sheet Digging for kryptonite on this one way street Only a man in a funny red sheet Looking for special things inside of me Inside of me Inside me Yeah, inside me Inside of me I’m only a man In a funny red sheet I’m only a man Looking for a dream I’m only a man In a funny red sheet And it’s not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm... Its not easy to be me Love Song - The Cure Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am home again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am whole again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am young again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am fun again However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am free again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am clean again However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you Complicated - Avril Lavigne Uh Huh, Life's like this Uh Huh, Uh Huh, That's the way it is Cause life's like this Uh Huh, Uh Huh, That's the way it is Chill out what you yellin for? Lay back it's all been done before And if you could only let it be You will see I like you the way you are When we're drivin’ in your car And you're talkin’ to me one-on-one but you become Somebody else `round everyone else You’re watchin’ your back Like you can't relax You’re tryin’ to be cool You look like a fool to me Tell me Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated? I see the way you're actin like you're somebody else gets me frustrated Life's like this you And you fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get and you turn in into honesty, and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it No no no You come over unannounced Dressed up like you're somethin else Where you are ain't where it's at you see You're makin me Laugh out When you strike a pose Take off All your preppy clothes You know You're not foolin anyone When you become Somebody else `round everyone else You’re watchin’ your back Like you can't relax You’re tryin’ to be cool You look like a fool to me Tell me Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated? I see the way you're actin like you're somebody else gets me frustrated Life's like this you And you fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get and you turn in into honesty, and promise me I'm never gonna find you fake it No no no Wastin' Time - Jack Johnson; On and On Yea And I'm just a waste of her energy And she's just wasting my time Mmhmmm So why don't we get together And we could waste everything tonight And we could waste and we could waste it all tonight Yea And we could waste and we could waste it all tonight And I don't pretend to know what you know No no Now please don't pretend to know what's on my mind If we already knew everything that everybody knows We would have nothing to learn tonight And we would have nothing to show tonight Oh but everybody thinks That everybody knows About everybody else Nobody knows Anything about themselves Cause their all worried about everybody else Yea Oh Loves just a waste of our energy yea And this life's just a waste of our time So why don't we get together We could waste everything tonight And we could waste and we could waste it all yea But everybody thinks That everybody knows About everybody else Now now now nobody knows Anything about themselves Cause their all worried about everybody else yea Oh And we could waste holla@me
This could be shaping up for an interesting weekend! ambercyn's Daily Taurus Forecast Quickie: Your health routine could use a shakeup. Get a friend involved. Make a change. Overview: If ever you were meant to solve a problem between family members or old, dear friends, this is the time. Fortunately, you're more than up for the challenge. And they'll be oh so glad to have your help. Daily extended (by Astrology.com)There's a trace of tension in the air -- okay, more than just a trace -- and you're not quite sure what to do about it. Obviously, there's only one thing you can do: sit tight and see what happens. This is potentially volatile stuff, and you know how you feel about melodrama -- not good. If you've really got to 'do' something, convince your dear ones that keeping a cool head will be their best bet. That will help more than anything. Leo Daily extended (by Astrology.com)Someone has to start the ball rolling, and it might as well be you. If you can feel the tension in the air, and you know what to bring out into the open to get rid of it, do what you do best: Be brave. You're the lion, remember? The king of the jungle? There are many kinds of jungles, and many kinds of courage. You're equipped for them all right now. Work it, baby! This jungle's yours. Scorpio Daily extended (by Astrology.com)You could spot this situation a mile away: Someone is beginning to feel threatened, and worried that they might be losing yet another close friend or loved one. Well, you can be sure that the green-eyed monster isn't far away. If you're an outside observer, you might want to have a nice, objective chat with all parties concerned. If not, issuing a warning might work. A nice, stern one. Capricorn Daily extended (by Astrology.com)All your relationships will take on an extremely 'interesting' tone right now -- a very passionate one. That goes for the person you share your home with, each and every coworker and even the person who sits next to you on the bus. You're putting out some extremely magnetic energy, and everyone around you will feel it. Just be sure not to lavish it on someone you're not really interested in. This stuff is potent. Pisces Daily extended (by Astrology.com)You have something to say or do that's going to leave a bad taste in your mouth -- but you've got to go for it, nonetheless. So what good will guilt do? None at all. Do what it takes to make things right. You can always confess to an unbiased third party later. Just keep in mind that dealing with schemers often means you have to scheme. Let your conscience guide you, and the ends will justify the means. Aries Daily extended (by Astrology.com)You've had just about all the fun you can stand with these feelings you've been keeping to yourself, and you're finally ready to talk about everything. If someone else will be affected, consider that before you start. If not, the decision is yours alone. But if this is a truly personal issue? Something that you'd prefer not become grist for the gossip mill? Be sure not to confide in anyone who hasn't already proven their loyalty. holla@me Thursday, March 17, 2005
This is pretty much how my day's been going. I like being a social butterfly! Staff & John...yummmm guys *wink* ambercyn's Daily Taurus Forecast Quickie: Bored with your appearance? Make a change. Don't hold back. Overview: You already have a wonderfully soothing voice, that's no secret. And now you'll be able to use that voice to help someone feel better. This someone really needs to be soothed. Start talking. Daily extended (by Astrology.com)Rumor has it that it's a holiday -- the kind that's all about socializing. And you just so happen to be in the mood to socialize. The good news is that everyone else will be, too, so in your current frame of mind and heart, you'll blend right in. You'll probably also make some new friends. It's tough to resist someone with a great voice, especially when they're using it so diligently. Lady – Lenny Kravitz I'm crazy for this little lady I'm freaking for my little baby 'Cause she makes me feel good She's so fine Don't need all my other ladies I'm beggin' for this little lady 'Cause I tell you she's cool She's divine I know she's a super lady I'm weak and I've gone hazy yeah I'm crazy for that lady She's chic but she's not shady yeah Sophisticated lady And she makes me feel good She's so fine Never knew there was such a lady That would make me want to straighten Out my life at this time but I find I'm thinkin' 'bout this pretty lady I would love for her to have my baby 'Cause you know she's no fool She's refined I know she's a super lady I'm weak and I've gone hazy yeah I'm crazy for that lady She's chic but she's not shady yeah Sophisticated lady And she makes me feel good She's so fine Yeah Don't you know she blows my mind All the time 'Cause she makes me feel good Like a real woman should Yeah She's so mine Yeah I'm weak and I've gone hazy yeah I'm crazy for that lady She's chic but she's not shady yeah Sophisticated lady And she makes me feel good And she makes me feel good And she makes me feel good She's so fine Yeah Don't you know she blows my mind All the time And she makes me feel good Like a real woman should Yeah All the time Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah holla@me Wednesday, March 16, 2005
DESTINY'S CHILD - Soldier Album: Destiny Fulfilled (2004) (Feat. T.I., Lil Wayne) [Rap: T.I [DC]] Hey (I want a Soldier!) Where you got it I'm the hottest around They'll know it when they see you rollin Impalas around (I got a soldier) With the top down feelin the sounds Quakin and vibratin ya thighs Ridin harder than guys with chrome wheels at the bottom White leather inside When them lames be spittin at you tell em, "Don't even try it" To shoot at Michelle, and kick it with Kelly, or holla at B You gotta be G's You way outta ya league Please! [Verse 1: Kelly [DC]] We like them boys that be in them 'lacs leanin' Open they mouth they grill gleamin' Candy paint, keep they whip clean and They always be talking that country slang we like We keep that beat that be in the back beatin Eyes be so low from the cheefin I love how he keep my body screamin A rude boy that's good to me with street credibility [Chorus: DC] If his status ain't hood I ain't checkin for him Better be street if he looking at me I need a soldier that ain't scared to stand up for me Known to carry big things If you know what I mean If his status ain't hood I ain't checkin for him Better be street if he looking at me I need a soldier that ain't scared to stand up for me Gotta know to get dough and he better be street [Verse 2: Beyonce [DC]] We like them boys up top from the B.K. Know how to flip that money 3 ways Always ridin big on the freeway With that east coast slang that us country girls we like Low cut Caesar's with the deep waves So quick to snatch up your Beyonce Always comin down boppin our way Tellin us that country girls the kinda girls they like [Chorus: DC] If his status ain't hood I ain't checkin for him Better be street if he looking at me I need a soldier that ain't scared to stand up for me Known to carry big things If you know what I mean If his status ain't hood I ain't checkin for him Better be street if he looking at me I need a soldier that ain't scared to stand up for me Gotta know to get dough and he better be street [Bridge: Beyonce [DC]:] I know some soldiers in here [Where they at, where they at] They wanna take care of me [Where they at] I know some soldiers in here [Where they at, where they at] Don't mind takin one for me [Where they at] I know some soldiers in here [Where they at, where they at] They wanna spend that on me [Where they at] I know some soldiers in here [Where they at, where they at] Wouldn't mind puttin that on me [Where they at] [Rap: Lil Wayne] See, Cash Money is an army I'm walkin with purple hearts on me You talking to the Sergeant Body marked up like the subway in Harlem Call em, "Weezy help baby. Please save the baby" If you don't see me on the block I ain't tryin to hide I blend in with the hood I'm camouflage Bandana tied so mami join my troop Now everytime she hear my name she salute [Verse 3: Michelle [DC]] I like dem boys over there they lookin' strong tonight {Strong tonight} Just might give one the phone tonight {Phone tonight} Homey in the dickies in my zone tonight {Zone tonight} He don't know it might be on tonight {On tonight} Ooh he lookin' good and he talkin' right {Talkin' right} He the type that might change my life {Change my life} Everytime he look at me my girls be like {Girls be like} [That one may be the one tonight] [Chorus: DC] If his status ain't hood I ain't checkin for him Better be street if he looking at me I need a soldier that ain't scared to stand up for me Known to carry big things If you know what I mean If his status ain't hood I ain't checkin for him Better be street if he looking at me I need a soldier that ain't scared to stand up for me Gotta know to get dough and he better be street [Bridge: Beyonce [DC]] I know some soldiers in here [Where they at, where they at] They wanna take care of me [Where they at] I know some soldiers in here [Where they at, where they at] Wouldn't mind puttin that on me [Where they at] holla@me
"Happy Happy Joy Joy" from Ren & Stimpy Hello, boys and girls. This is your old pal, Stinky Weaselteats. [*] This is a song about a whale. No! This is a song about being happy! That's right! It's the Happy Happy Joy Joy song! [chorus] Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Happy Happy Joy Joy Joy! I don't think you're happy enough! That's right! I'll teach you to be happy! I'll teach your grandmother to suck eggs! Now, boys and girls, let's try it again! [chorus] If'n you ain't the granddaddy of all liars! The little critters of Nature... They don't know that they're ugly! That's very funny. A fly marrying a bumblebee! I told you I'd shoot! But you didn't believe me! Why didn't you believe me?! [chorus without last line] Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Joy Joy Joy! * Stinky's last name is up for debate. It is pronounced closer to "whizzleteats". The authority for "Weaselteats" is an article that appeared in "Metro" magazine, a weekly for-free newspaper that appears at various places in Santa Clara County. The HHJJ song was described by the author of the article as, "Sing 'Happy Happy Joy Joy'. Repeat until death sets you free." HAPPY BOY- The Beat Farmers I was walkin' down the street on a sunny day Hubba hubba hubba hubba hubba A feeling in my bones that I'll have my way Hubba hubba hubba hubba hubba CHORUS: Well I'm a happy boy (happy boy) Well I'm a happy boy (happy boy) Oh ain't it good when things are going your way, hey hey? My little dog spot got hit by a car Hubba hubba hubba hubba hubba Put his guts in a box and put him in a drawer Hubba hubba hubba hubba hubba CHORUS I forgot all about it for a month and a half Hubba hubba hubba hubba hubba I looked in the drawer and started to laugh Hubba hubba hubba hubba hubba CHORUS holla@me Notorious - Duran Duran; Notorious & Donnie Darko Soundtrack No-no-Notorious. Notorious. Ah. No-no-Notorious. I can't read about it. Burns the skin from your eyes. I'll do fine without it. Here's one you don't compromise. Lies come hard in disguise. They need to fight it out. Not wild about it. Lay your seedy judgments. Who says they're part of our lives? [CHORUS] You own the money; You control the witness. I'll leave you lonely. Don't monkey with my business. You pay the prophets to justify your reasons. I heard your promise, but I don't believe it. That's why I've done it again. No-no-Notorious. Girls will keep the secrets (uh) So long as boys make a noise. Fools run rings to break up. Something they'll never destroy. Grand Notorious slam (bam). And who really gives a damn for a flaky bandit? Don't ask me to bleed about it; I need this blood to survive. [CHORUS] That's why I've done it again. No-no-Notorious. [CHORUS] [CHORUS] That's why I've done it again. No. No. That's why I've done it again. No-no-Notorious. That's why I've done it again. No-no-Notorious. No-no-Notorious. Yeah. That's why I've done it again. No-no-Notorious. No-no-Notorious. Yeah. That's why I've done it again. No-no-Notorious. No-no-Notorious. holla@me True - Ryan Cabrera I won't talk I won't breathe I won't move till you finally see That you belong with me You might think I don't look But deep inside the corner of my mind I'm attached to you mmmm I'm weak, it's true Cause I'm afraid to know the answer Do you want me too? Cause my heart keeps falling faster Was I the first person you chatted with today? No. You seem, a little glad that I'm run-down and tired; spending so much time chatting. I've never seen you get up so early during the weekend and then I see it's to get online. I notice that unless I'm emptying the dishwasher or doing the laundry it doesn't get done. And I'm trying not to get frustrated or be sensitive or nag or act girly about it. You let me know how hard-headed I am because I'm the type of person that moves to action instead of standing around waiting. What else am I supposed to do? Nervous about my med issues... The best of intentions... The thrill of something/someone new... That's great! I'm happy for you. I just don't feel like I'm fitting in; where do I fit in? holla@me Monday, March 14, 2005
BENIGN. Always good to read, except when you are talking about someone you want more from. Went to the doctor and got looked at; packing removed. Last night, about 5:30 I was in the bathroom cleanin' up and I started peeing! I was surprised because I had a catheter in! So I took it out. The doctor asked how I did it. I told her the nurses told me in order to make the catheter stay, they put water that settles at the end once inserted. So, I cut the tubing where they add water, the water came out and wa-la. Simple. After that, Dude took me to Fell's and I got my tragi and left nostril pierced. It didn't hurt. I'm getting that throbbing affect right now...hurts so good. Dude couldn't watch the tragii, he says the whole needle through cartilage gives him the shivers. He came back just in time for the nose. He was all like, "That's attractive," when Lisa left the piercing needle in after takin' the plunge. Dude loves the nose piercing; he thinks they look sexy as shit. I love it myself. Thank you So Much for my birthday presents Boubee! He's also been researching corsets. I'm glad he's interested too. Another birthday present that we'll both get some fun out of this year. But I'm tired, want to rest and watch Aqua Teen. We watched 2 episodes yesterday while DaButt was over. I was laughing so much, my bellybutton was hurtin' real bad. It's not stitched up; just steri-taped. Thanks `Butt for lettin' me borrow. My parents made us turkey dinner for tonight. That was so sweet! I wish they knew how much I loved them. These are pretty much hittin' the mark for us today: ambercyn's Daily Taurus Forecast Quickie: Sudden moves are ill-advised. Watch out, or you might trip over your shoelaces. Overview: Today's mixed bag of astrological energies will demand that the faint of heart -- a group that does not and has never included you, of course -- duck out early. Try to be gentle on those who fall into that category. It's not their fault. Taurus Daily extended (by Astrology.com)It's never been said that Taurus is a sign that takes any guff from anyone -- with the possible exception of an authority figure who's absolutely right. So if you find yourself in that position -- backing down from a dispute because an elder's instincts are undoubtedly correct -- don't feel bad about it. Be proud of your wisdom. Respect is a quality that's earned, and someday you'll be the experienced leader. Leo Daily extended (by Astrology.com)You're putting out some pretty darned high-octane vibes at the moment, and attracting the attention of just about everyone who happens to amble by. Do them -- and yourself -- a favor. If you're already attached, or just not interested, don't even think about flirting. And if anyone has a hungry, vaguely disoriented look about them, and a silly, sappy grin, too? Run, don't walk, in the other direction. This is the behavior of a prospective groupie, not a potential partner. holla@me Sunday, March 13, 2005
Oh please! This already happened last week, I have MORE to look forward to? Well, it IS true I do have my friends that have slick senses of humor...help me out and remind me to take it light. Taurus Weekly A power struggle? Where did this come from? This is about the last thing you need right now. Some people take themselves so seriously. You don't have the energy to compete with people's egos, not right now. So early in the week you may find yourself giving in to someone, simply because you don't feel like the battle is worth fighting. (And by the way, you're right.) Share your frustrations with your friends. They'll completely understand. And they'll help you deal with it. Their humor is perfect for forgetting obnoxious people, and their loyalty to you is absolute. holla@me
The surgery went well it seems. I'm real sore and get like Garfield: NAP ATTACKS! I got a call on Friday while I was in surgery, from the doctor; they got my biopsy results in and want me to call in when I get the message. I haven't been thinking about it much. Either way the news goes, I can't do anything about that. It's been a good weekend all in all. I had a few of my closest over. B- has been taking care of me all weekend and making sure I want for nought. *The kitchen was lookin' scary but it was taken care of.* Yeah, I'm readin' it, but the problem is...I don't have a person to make a "move" on. At least not that I know of. ambercyn's Daily Taurus Forecast Quickie: Don't bother arguing with higher-ups. It'll only make things more difficult. Overview: Enough with the clandestine encounters and the sidelong glances. You're ready to talk, and the urge will come upon you at the darnedest time. No one will expect this, either -- which will make it all the sweeter. Taurus Daily extended (by Astrology.com)Speaking of making a move, if you don't do it first -- and you know how fond you are of that sort of thing -- someone else will. Enough with thinking about it, mulling it over and trying to decide which moment would be best. Use your instinct -- which has yet to let you down, if you think about it -- and just do it. They've been waiting long enough, and so have you. Besides, isn't it nice to keep this new interest on their toes? holla@me Thursday, March 10, 2005
Pre-op testing done and surgery is a go for tomorrow. I don't know if it's out-patient or not. The surgeon that did the biopsy today asked how long I'd be in the hospital...threw me off. I guess I'll find out tomorrow. The biopsy was fairly uneventful. They give a local anesthetic before the incision is made and they insert the steel tube in the breast that the needle will go into to get the sample. Well, I say sample, but he went in 5 times. I kept my eyes closed for the most part because the lights had to be turned on and off for the doctor to see the ultrasound and put the tissue into sample cups. It was pretty bloody...cool. Well, what can I do? I don't like watching the friggin' Health Channel when they do surgery, but if it's MY body that it's goin' on...I wanna know and see it for myself. It didn't hurt. I'll see what the trauma to the breast will feel like later...the local is wearing off. But I watched when I got my tongue pierced...it didn't hurt at all. After the surgery, I'm gonna have my nose pierced. I'm excited for that. I couldn't do it before because I have to take all my hardware out while in surgery. Why have I heard this song everyday since last Sunday? : COREY HART - "Sunglasses At Night" I wear my sunglasses at night So I can, so I can Watch you weave Then breathe your story lines And I wear my sunglasses at night So I can, so I can Keep track of the visions in my eyes While she's deceiving me It cuts my security Has she got control of me I turn to her and say Don't switch the blade On the guy in shades, oh-no Don't masquerade With the guy in shades, oh-no I can't believe it 'Cause you got it made With the guy in shades, oh-no And I wear my sunglasses at night So I can, so I can Forget my name while you collect your claim And I wear my sunglasses at night So I can, so I can See the light that's right before my eyes While she's deceiving me She cuts my security Has she got control of me I turn to her and say Don't switch the blade On the guy in shades, oh-no Don't masquerade With the guy in shades, oh-no I can't believe it Don't be afraid Of the guy in shades, oh-no It kinda scared you 'Cause you got it made With the guy in shades, oh-no Oh, I say I wear my sunglasses at night I wear my sunglasses at night I wear my sunglasses at night I say it to you now I wear my sunglasses at night I wear my sunglasses at night I wear my sunglasses at night I cry to you I wear my sunglasses at night I wear my sunglasses at night Where have all the cowboys gone... holla@me
This is today's horoscope...I know where I can effectively use this advice. ambercyn's Daily Taurus Forecast Quickie: Something from your past is holding you back. Let it go and move on, already. Overview: That situation that you're sure you're done with? Now's the time to make it official. Let all parties concerned know that you won't be discussing this again -- then let it go. You can't move on permanently until you've moved on emotionally. Taurus Daily extended (by Astrology.com)You're done talking about that issue that's been making you crazy for weeks, if not months. You're so done that even when a certain someone who's ordinarily quite good at pushing your buttons starts to subtly poke at you, you won't bite. It wouldn't be fair, and it wouldn't even be fun. You know you can win, and win easily, but you can't justify the energy. It's just as well. You've got bigger fish to fry. Standing right across the room... holla@me Lost Cause - Beck; Sea Change Your sorry eyes, they cut through bone. They make it hard to leave you alone. Leave you here wearin your wounds Waving your guns at somebody new. Baby you're a lost Baby you're a lost Baby you're a lost cause. There's too many people you used to know They see you coming they see you go. They know your secrets and you know theirs This town is crazy, but nobody cares. Baby you're a lost Baby you're a lost Baby you're a lost cause. I'm tired of fighting I'm tired of fighting Fighting for a lost cause There's a place where you are going You ain't never been before There's no one laughing at your back now No one standing at your door Is that what you thought love was for? Baby you're a lost Baby you're a lost Baby you're a lost cause I'm tired of fighting I'm tired of fighting Fighting for a lost cause. So Many Things On My Mind. I felt crazy today...erratic and topsy-turvy; but "Nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent." - Eleanor Roosevelt Frustrated during part of therapy, but after being able to reflect, it was productive. I have much to think about. Biopsy tomorrow; pre-op testing too. Surgery Friday. I'm glad to get a lot of this stuff moving in the "Completed" category of my shit. *grin* ambercyn's Daily Taurus Forecast Quickie: A wound you thought had healed is suddenly raw again. Be patient. Overview: Here it comes again: change. Sudden change. This time out, it's going to arrive courtesy of a friend you've been wondering about for a while. Are they really who they seem to be, or just a fair-to-middling actor? Taurus Daily extended (by Astrology.com)You thought you were 'just friends,' and you've been conducting yourself accordingly. While you've been worried about discretion, caution and not jumping the gun, however, your 'friend' has been thinking about how to lure you closer. If either of you happens to be unavailable at the moment, however, be very, very careful, even if you're sure you're 'just flirting.' You know how quickly an attraction can take off. Faithfully - Journey Highway run Into the midnight sun Wheels go round and round You’re on my mind Restless hearts Sleep alone tonight Sendin’ all my love Along the wire They say that the road Ain’t no place to start a family Right down the line It’s been you and me And lovin’ a music man Ain’t always what it’s supposed to be Oh girl you stand by me I’m forever yours...faithfully Circus life Under the big top world We all need the clowns To make us smile Through space and time Always another show Wondering where I am Lost without you And being apart ain’t easy On this love affair Two strangers learn to fall in love again I get the joy Of rediscovering you Oh girl, you stand by me I’m forever yours...faithfully Oh, oh, oh, oh Faithfully, I’m still yours I’m forever yours Ever yours...faithfully Moment of Introspection: Thinkin' about you, Baby and even though I'll miss you, it was something I thought deeply about before I chose to love you. All the support and love I can give...is yours. holla@me Friday, March 04, 2005
Silence, permeating my world. It happens sometimes. It can be a blessing...quiet. Listening to my inner beat. The words that move through my head like a song in my soul. Dare I let them escape? What if someone hears the words they read loud and clear and still don't understand that I don't have the answers to why I think as I do. I try to figure it out. Somethings are very clear to me and yet I still have a feeling of loss. Quiet; silence; cease; stop. My Dude bought me a scent that I enjoy: Clinque Happy. It does make me happy. Supposed to have dinner with friends tomorrow. I have to call and confirm. Might go to Ladies Tea on Sunday. Most likely alone; it'll be easier that way. Therapy with my mother has been interesting to say the least. I told her that the problem with her and I is that she created our relationship from when I was a child and that the issues I bring up about the past are brought up because she still continues the pattern in our present. She let me know that I was full of it; I am an adult and so the relationship we have is something I created. There is no point in trying to explain it a different way yet; there is still so much that needs to come out. I told her I felt that she treated and behaved the way she did to her children because she thought there would be no consequences...because either we wouldn't remember them or because we were kids when it happened and so she could say we didn't remember it right. She made a grave error with that. Children are people new to the world and experiences, but they learn damn quick. I hit a few nerves though: asked my mother why she slept all the time with me and then with my brother and sister. She used to lock me in my room when i was 2-3 because I got into things...food. She always slept; I got hungry and no one was there to fix me something so I started doing it myself. Mother did the same thing with R&J but they beat a kitten with a wifflebat and started a fire in our rooms in the attic, trying to light a candle. Both were accidents; they weren't even school age...Mom slept through the incidents. The kitten died; they were all lucky that my brother raced down and woke Mom up to save them or they wouldn't have made it. I asked her why one punishment my brother received occurred - didn't eat for over 16 hours and got beaten with a belt. She tried to deny it. Afterward, away from the therapist of course, she wanted to make me feel guilty for bringing it up: We must have been like ogres to you. It was scary growing up with you, I told her. She doesn't understand that I bring this up because while she says I'm such a good parent, she treats me like I need her help being a good parent. She tells me things like my kids are scared of me and when I need to take the kids to the doctor and that I'm too strict of a parent. Well, I haven't beaten my kids with belts or had them go to bed without lunch or dinner. I also don't treat my kids like they're stupid or non-entities. I know when to take them to a doctor. More than I can say for my mother who knew when I was in 1st grade I needed glasses but didn't get me any until 4th grade. And I could go on and on and on and on andonandonandon I'm not making any sense And even that doesn't matter. I'm making quite a bit of progress; Mom may be as well, but who really knows? In the end, it really isn't about how we are connected but how we cope with ourselves. Is there anybody out there? Fresh - Kool & The Gang; The Dance Collection Conversation is going 'round People talking 'bout the girl who's come to town Lovely lady pretty as can be No one knows her name she's just a mystery I have seen her maybe once or twice The one thing I can say though she's very nice She's a lady one I really want to know Somehow I've got to let my feeling show CHORUS She's fresh exciting She's so exciting to me She's fresh exciting She's so inviting to me yeah I've been thinking about the way you walk Baby I like the way you talk Tell you something I really can't hide Heaven must have sent you to be by my side Fresh and lovely like a dream come true I'll give anything to spend the night with you What a feeling and I can't stop it baby Miss frisky lady take me away CHORUS Fresh as a summer breeze She'll take you by the hand She means so much to me I'll do whatever to make her mine. (*yaddayaddayadda*) ambercyn's Daily Taurus Forecast Quickie: Everyone wants a piece of your mind. But you can only share so much. Overview: Don't let anyone compromise your integrity with a whisper -- and don't feel obligated to be polite if they try. You have a very strict code of ethics, and you shouldn't allow anyone to violate it. Extended: Secrets, secrets and more secrets. That's what you're running into at every turn -- and you're not liking it. You're the straightforward type. No ifs, ands or buts about it. Gossip has never appealed to you, either. It's too easy for it to spiral into outright lies. So when someone comes to you with an outrageous secret they're dying to whisper in your ear, don't be afraid to tell them you're not interested. holla@me |
