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Feeling Damaged
To add onto that
I guess that is why I hate the word freak. Well, not hate it, but I get confused because a lot of people use it in the negative.
Now
Exploring sexuality is not freaky. Why not try to get to know as much as you can about it? I like to know both sides, meaning gender. Specifically, I want to know very closely what the other is feeling and sensing. I want to affect the person with the perfect effect or close enough. Sex doesn’t bother me. I think that we need to get more into sex…be less prudish and frigid.
Anyway, about freak
I perceive myself as being a freak and I love myself and so look at it as a positive thing. *nod*

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So why when I talked to my youngest step-sister-in-law (Baby), did she call my mother-in-law (MIL) and tell her my news? I think I need to have a talk with Baby about that. I didn’t blab her news to anyone about her pending daughter. I love Baby and my niece but there is something going on between us and I’m not sure what it is.
Adding another layer
MIL decided to call and leave a message chastising me for not calling her and tellin’ her my news! I have absolutely no obligation to tell her shit about me. Especially not how she uses it against people. Now this bitch knows she’s been a bitch to me and my family for a long time. She admitted it to us while giving us a Gift to put a down payment on our house. That isn’t healthy for our relationshit as I am a tigress when it comes to my family…
Anyway, to top it off
With Baby tellin’ my news to MIL means that MIL will now blab to the people she knows.
It’s just a fuckin’ biopsy – WTF?!?

clean clean clean
Oooh, steak for dinner? Oh yeah, Dude’ll love that!
Kids are at my folks to spend the night.
Hmmm, this could shape up to be a fun filled night!

holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 16:03