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Observations of a Quixotic Femme Noire
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Warrior-woman; a Valkyrie. I'll always be yours. Always...and never. 
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Sunday, February 20, 2005
Burn – The Cure Don’t look don’t look the shadows breathe Whispering me away from you Don’t wake at night to watch her sleep You know that you will always lose This trembling, adored Tousled, bird mad girl... But every night I burn But every night I call your name Every night I burn Every night I fall again Oh don’t talk of love the shadows purr Murmuring me away from you Don’t talk of worlds that never were The end is all that’s ever true There’s nothing you can ever say Nothing you can ever do... Still every night I burn Every night I scream your name Every night I burn Every night the dream’s the same Every night I burn Waiting for my only friend Every night I burn Waiting for the world to end Just paint your face the shadows smile Slipping me away from you Oh it doesn’t matter how you hide Find you if we’re wanting to So slide back down and close your eyes Sleep a while You must be tired... But every night I burn Every night I call your name Every night I burn Every night I fall again Every night I burn Scream the animal scream Every night I burn Dream the crow black dream Dream the crow black dream... God! Listening to Sade I think about O. He turned me onto her. He was a lot older than I was. Sade is my favorite modern jazz singer. O enriched me in many ways that I am thankful for. To utterly surrender to carnal pleasure; nothing but into the person that you’re with. Mmmmm, sweet juicy jesus it was so right! Once I touched his ass and squeezed, it was on. How loud he moaned and spoke as if he were giving commentary, “Oh my God, she just touched my ass…” And we got swept up the rest of the day into the evening. His willingness to be totally into what we were doing; both exploring and taking what we wanted with no inhibitions. We were vibing off each other, red hot and sweaty. Whewwooo…tingly and hot just thinking about how good it felt. You know, that delightful butterfly feeling you get in the pit of your stomach when you think how sexy a situation is. That stomach clenching ball of semi-orgasmic sensation spreading out and going straight to… Damn, I love that! O how he loved every part of my body. Especially the parts sometimes overlooked. It made me realize that there was more to sex than just, well, sex. Sensual; sensuous; touching; licking; sucking; biting; kissing; slippery; intense; delicious; noisy aromatic; breathing; blowing; pounding; grinding; breathless heavy…exploration of another. The time we spent involved was enrapturing, engulfing and so hot that it seemed too good to be true. Wonderfully deeply erotic, fantasies; but they weren’t. That time was real and it was around me, in me, through me. *sigh* So brief; immensely intense but brief. Damn! Where’s Dude?!? In DE for the weekend when I need him so bad right now. Fuck he thinks he is… Phoebus Apollo? Oh yeah, that’s right. He is my Apollo. Humph! Well, he needs to bring his beautiful figure home soon so I can get down on his lovin’. It has been two, almost three days since I’ve had his medicine. And of course, my Artemis is ever elusive… I had DaButt over during the weekend. It’s odd how it seems that we say the same things, have similar opinions, yet don’t seem to understand each others language. I’m not saying that I don’t ever understand; I mean more that I need to spend more time “listening” instead of “hearing” the words. I think the same for him regarding me but maybe that will come with time and learning of. I enjoy his company; sometimes I don’t think he’s comfortable around me which then makes me feel self-doubt and wonder if it’s something I did… I just need to let it go and not care. Trying to anticipate another’s “feeling” is nonsensical. He has a mouth; if he’s feeling a certain way, I have to trust that he’ll use it. One of the things we talked about was how people compare themselves to others, possibly to discount one of the two being compared. It is interesting how people do that. I’m glad that I think about interaction in relation to a specific individual. I don’t associate happenings to individuals (That would make no sense. Human behavior is about how ALL humans behave. Associating a behavior to only one human is ridiculous, but I’ve seen people do it. What can ya do, eh?). I like to think how I can make a situation better should it present itself at a later date. If I can put that perspective into others I interact with, so much the better, but it isn’t a judgment of that person or persons. It’s an evaluation of myself; if that makes sense. It does to me, and this is for my benefit but still, I want my point made. Leo Daily extended (by Astrology.com)A message from afar is due to reach you soon and it's going to contain quite unsettling news. This doesn't mean the news will be bad -- only that it will be startling. If it's from someone you feel you haven't seen in much too long, don't be surprised if they've also come to that conclusion -- and if they're about to bridge the gap. Oh, and if it's an ex-lover? Let them come to you. Taurus Daily extended (by Astrology.com)Hopefully, you got rest and relaxation time yesterday, because you probably won't get any today. A most electric, unconventional day awaits you -- which might sound good to some folks, but isn't usually your favorite. Well, there's only one thing to do. Find someone whose company you adore, and charm them into hiding out at your place. Hibernation can be a wonderful bonding experience -- especially if you've got all the right equipment: food, drink, videos, etc. Get provisions before you double-bolt the door! Pisces Daily extended (by Astrology.com)When the phone rings and you suddenly get the feeling that there's something really urgent about that ring, don't even bother questioning your instincts. You're right, and you know you're right. Your antennae don't ever let you down, now do they? But don't worry. There are all kinds of 'urgent' situations -- and, as you know, some of them can involve some absolutely delightful emotions. Go ahead. Answer it. And don't forget to check your email. holla@me
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