Observations of a Quixotic Femme Noire __One Percent - 1%__ Warrior-woman; a Valkyrie. I'll always be yours. Always...and never.



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I recall telling a friend of mine that uploading my pic at hot or not was not the exhibitionist in me. That's my science experiment which I'm suspecting is being tampered with, but I don't know for sure, haha. I can do nothing about how my physical appearance is nor how people perceive it. My clothes, hair and accoutrements are something I have control over. Of course I care how I look but I'm a realist. I don't like the fakeness that people put out there passing it off as themselves. That is why I rarely wear makeup except something on my lips; never foundation.
It is the weblogs that I have...that is my exhibitionistic tendency revealed: for good or ill. What I show of my mind and believe me this isn't half of what floats in it, can show a person that may or may not be screwed-up. I figure that if I put myself out there like this then no one can do it for me. That happened to me once; my mother being the one to leave me in the lurch. I get by. I do what I can to be a strange, geeky, conscientious person yet still have my fun. Sometimes I want more, but I weigh the cost...always weighing the cost. This life has shown me you never get something for nothing.
Over-analyzation is when you think a situation so much that you come to the wrong conclusion. I do everything to make sure I don't do that; have my core group of friends that are willing to be my sounding-board. B- and D- tell me all the time that I'm usually too nice and forgiving. But they are both Leo's and are always protecting me. I think it's important to think and look at all facets of the prism that is a situation...well, not every one, the situations that matter.
I don't know why I've gotten wrapped up in horoscopes. I read them and laugh usually. Hope usually sends me hers, mine and Dudes. I guess it's because at this point in time the horoscopes seem to be following what is going on around me right now. They don't run my life, that's for sure. They're getting boring. I should focus my reading on other things.

Sleep To Dream & Slow Like Honey - Fiona Apple; Tidal

nihilism, nihilistic

holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 13:02