Observations of a Quixotic Femme Noire __One Percent - 1%__ Warrior-woman; a Valkyrie. I'll always be yours. Always...and never.



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Superficial...shallow...one-dimensional...featherbrained. That is how I feel with this guy. Why?
It is a gnawing irritation...like this bra I'm wearing right now; rubbing, scratching my right shoulder-blade.
I feel he thinks I'm uncritical. That I don't look deep into situations and people. Should I even care what he thinks?
I think part of it is because I'm still on guard. And I feel something...or lack of something from him. He has this self-assured confidence that is borderline conceit. I sense this aggressive-assertiveness from him. I dunno. I think it is a clever cover-up to throw people off his bare soul; defense mechanisms.
What is odd to me is that he talks often of wanting honesty, trust, loyalty...exclusivity but is so on his guard that he doesn't quite give what he wants in return. I think that is why I am feeling so fake. I can't get down on a person that doesn't give as much as I'm willing to give. Maybe we're both worried about the future.

holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 09:05