Observations of a Quixotic Femme Noire __One Percent - 1%__ Warrior-woman; a Valkyrie. I'll always be yours. Always...and never.



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I met Hope last year. We hit it off incredibly well. She introduced me to someone recently; a long term male friend. He and I seem very intrigued by the other; it's cool. Now Hope and her friend seem to be on the outs. I like them both. It is a tragedy; to me because it seems that if they talked it out something could be salvaged. But patience is a virtue; something they both have told me they don't have. Well, Hope says she has learned more about patience because of her current circumstances. That and `cause she knows me. While it is said that Taurus' are stubborn, it isn't true, and we just have patience...we don't wait and see forever, just take our time with our decisions. I know I hate to make mistakes, so I mull over my thoughts for a bit. Her friend, now my friend, is an instant gratification type of guy. Now I don't know him that well, not even 2 months yet, so much has yet to be revealed. I've been told about this man...not always honorable deeds have been done by him. He's told me as much himself, but of course, he's different, changed, a new man.
There is something about him I'm attracted to. I don't think it's his physical features. My friend Christy seems to think I have a thing for nerdy/dorky (hey, I resemble that! I prefer highly intelligent.), tall, gawky fellows. I really have no type, except I dig on the mental aspects of a person. I did not get a good look at him until last Wednesday. You know, ya can't just stare at someone, study them, without them getting creeped out. heheh Damn and I saw his butt...what a select few know is a weakness of mine. Maybe I'll go into that later. He is intelligent and seems to be open to new experiences. When meeting someone new, I want to find out everything about them. I want to talk to them everyday. I'm very curious (like a cat) and ask tons of questions. He and I have talked everyday for about 3 weeks. It seems that we have a lot in common: similar life experiences, points of view, quite a few personality traits. He made an interesting point last we spoke: Once we figure each other out, we'll probably get bored and not want to be around each other. I don't know if that is a true statement when I am in the equation. Most of my friends and family, when we get to talking, our range of discussion is so varied, that it is nothing for us to talk for hours. Baris and Dani are my closest confidants; we have figured each other out. I can assure you, we aren't bored. Then again, we are aware that everyday one wakes up, one is different.

Anyways, this man states he likes to push buttons. I'm trying to figure out why? He could ask me anything and I would give him an answer. I don't like manipulation games...they are an irritation. And that is the heart of what I've been thinking about...


holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 08:24