Observations of a Quixotic Femme Noire __One Percent - 1%__ Warrior-woman; a Valkyrie. I'll always be yours. Always...and never.



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I got away from my family as soon as I could. I learned a lot of things from them that I didn't want to learn. I can't forget it. I don't want to forget. I need to remember so that I can protect myself and my own family. But it is still so painful to think that I will never have that "safe place" to go to: my mother and father. It was never safe and I just hoped that maybe, inbeing responsible and dependable and reliable, my parents would give a shit about me and what is important to me: my son, daughter and husband. They don't care about any of those things except what they can do for them. They still hold the incorrect belief that children are never-ending reservoirs of unconditional love. You can't keep taking from that without filling it up.

The End - The Beatles; Abbey Road
And in the end
The love you take
Is equal to the
Love you make.

As one by one they break the limits of respect, I am cutting the ties of obligation. So much has already changed in their lives because of it. They don't see the kids everyday anymore. The kids don't spend at least one night a week, every week, at their house. It seems they won't be content with the situation until they can't see them without my dude or myself, present. They feel I wouldn't dare do that. They still look at me as being their child of 11 watching their twins, like a good girl should. It is about control. The control they think they have and the control I give to them.

Better Be Home Soon - Crowded House; Temple of Low Men
somewhere deep inside; something's got a hold on you
and it's pushing me aside; see it stretch on forever

and I know I'm right
for the first time in my life
that's why I tell you
you'd better be home soon

stripping back the coats; of lies and deception
back to nothingness; like a week in the desert

and I know I'm right
for the first time in my life
that's why I tell you
you'd better be home soon

so don't say no, don't say nothing's wrong
`cause when you get back home maybe I'll be gone

it would cause me pain if we were to end this
but I could start again; you can depend on it

and I know I'm right
for the first time in my life
that's why I tell you
you'd better be home soon
that's why I tell you
you'd better be home...soon.

holla@me posted by MobiusRazor at 22:48