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Observations of a Quixotic Femme Noire
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Saturday, June 15, 2002
I had a dream last night. I can remember only bits of it. Something to do with a dream that I've had before. Going out with some friends. One of them brought my sister along. It was an "intervention." To get us back together.
I remember assessing the situation and deciding to play it cool instead of just ignoring her. Then I decided to be very nice and sissy went crazy. Getting very upset because I was doing what she never could...being nice for niceness sake. Then everyone saw how she was being and started ignoring her and trying to keep her away from me. Strange. Guinevere's recital is tonight. I was at the non-dress rehearsal and the dress rehearsal so, I've seen this twice. It will be about 3 hours long. It is all the classes from the Middle River Rec Council as well as the TNT Dancers; they are the dance company. My mother tried to make me feel guilty: "You didn't tell me about the recital. I won't be able to go, but your father would." "Okay," I said, "I'll buy a ticket for him." Once they figured out that it would be a 3 hour event, Dad said he wouldn't be able to sit that long (and he couldn't with his hip, back fusion, etc...going on with him). Mom decided she'd go after she got off work. She asked if I had an extra ticket. I told her yes. She looked at it and said, "I didn't think they'd charge for it." Grrrrr...what the fuck!? This is a 3 hour country fest with the dance classes in cute outfits but pretty much doing the same dances each time they get on the stage. The older dance classes and the TNT Dancers will be doing "different" things, but this is strictly like a beauty pagent without a tiara at the end. Mom thought it was going to be just Guin's class doing a little dance. And it's not like she KNOWS what the fuck it would be...she never enrolled us in any extracurricular activities when we were kids (She tells me it's because we weren't interested. It's because they didn't have the money...just say "we didn't have the money." Nobody can fault a parent for that...but don't make it the kids fault when it simply isn't true!). Her impressions of what a recital is are based solely on what she's "seen on TV." Any ways, my mother frustrates me. It's always a hot and cold thing with her. She never says sorry; she just acts real sweet and loving when she does something wrong. And I could go on and on. But I won't today...*wink* Brendon took his TAEKWONDO Test. He will get his yellow belt on Tuesday. HE BROKE A BLOCK OF WOOD WITH HIS HAND!!!! I am so proud of my Little Man! They have the adults to that. I didn't know it would be the kids too. I wish I coulda been there. I will next time. After this recital, Guin says she wants to be in TKD too. GREAT!!! We can finally consolidate all of the family activities. That is a big stress reliever. Barry says that he likes me staying home. He wants me to see about getting certified for Daycare. I love working with kids. They seem to like me too. I want to set it up so that we have cameras in the "kid areas" of the house. That way parents can view tapes of their kids activities...and my activities with their kids. I want to set-up a secure website that parents can check their kids online if they have that opportunity. I think those would be good "selling" points for my business. I wonder if people would get upset about Tigger though? Maybe. That is the only thing that is on my mind. Our pets...that leaves out any child that is allergic; parents that worry about animal around their kids. That is a BIG point. Hmmmm...well, we're looking into it right now to see what the laws are. holla@me
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